(^~)

now at the bk1[bilik komputer 1]
i've to use simple2 words~so kalut~haha!

so far;
-today is my first tutorial n the first day yg kna ikot btol2 jadual..indeed,it's a packed 1..
-i found maself feelim=stress2,wif muet td~(++)..dunno how to feel larh..taakuut~
-my roomate takut kucink=she's total opposite of me;)
-i manage to sleep late again!haha!
-the tutorial+task gettin more~
-i'm changin my no into maxis,that's xplain why if u can't contact me lately~
-haida n ain are staying alone in their room because of their roommate quited pasum~be brave gurls=)

senior askri,
i'm in the hayat 2..yup2,malam penutup kat dtc~
sejjjuukk n soo tired kna berulang alik 3,4 kali in a day pegi sana~!!tp,bestlaaa;)
give me advices~to be lyke u..a 4 flat student;)

sory,ya,bloggers,i can't reply to ur comments;(
but i rily miss all of u~
i dun have much tyme here...see,i dun edit pn this entry,rite??
haahaa!!

pleaassssseeeeee~~pray 4 me~

p.a.s.u.m~

HEEELLLOOO!!
asssaaalaamuaallaaaiiiikkkuummm~~
(read in haziq"s tone in syurga cinta movie..);)
haha!

wahaha...xcited2~after almost 3 weeks berpisah ng tenet..sob3..
i thought that i'll start blogging again in next month~[at home laaa]
but,here i am;)
guess where am i??...;););) wink2~
at um's main library;)
it's a grand 1...tgn da sakit sbb sejjjhhoouukk..
punyalah jauh nak datang sini..
j.a.u.H!

lots of story to b told,but surely,time wonT allow me to~
first,bout pasum~
i din really get xcited on my first arrived..
it's far different bout wat i'd expected..
more than thousands got here,paling ramai dalam sejarah um...even the pp(fasilitator) got shocked bout the amount~
pasum [or shud i say,dewan tunku caunsellor] n the kolej kediaman really made us tired all over the day,because of the distance~specially in the haluansiswa week...jauhhhh gllerrrr taww~~
most of us pakai baju kurung wif sport shoes,ok!
but now,we can fully accept it[yeke??]..haha!

the students?
800+ for hayat students~
the competition will be so tough~
feelim soo kerdil here~
hoho~

subjects,
math+phy+bio+chemistry
4 subjects but they're divided into 2..
i gonna sit for 8 papers,rasanya~

lecture?
ok kowt~
but at first,wahaha~
lecture style is fffaaaarrrr diiifffeeerrreeenntt wif teacher's style at school~
no,no...even a little bit,no~
study,on ur own~
on ur own+on ur own+on ur own~
hati kecil prays~[harap2 laa blei survive sini....huk3...]

money?
lyke kak eno said,it flows cam air je~
ish3~


kolej kediaman?
so far,i'm contented bout it~
2 people in a room+own study desk,a wide 1+notice board+balkoni;););)
in front of mine,is a lake~it's a beautiful view at nite~
but,opposite is the boys' hostel...;(
n here also,got a view of those bangunan tinggi2~
menara telekom?..;)
kl tower+klcc,kna g mid valley dulu...;P

my room8,she really can stand wif the light on when we're sleeping...ngeh3;)
a kind 1;)
n the cafe,it is just a stone's throw..

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first tyme went to ayah su's house~
no words can describe bout it;)
but i just can only say~
they're a beautiful family,
in a beautiful house,
own a beautiful life;)

******
thanks 4 da baju kurung+a nite spent there~
haha!

i donT noe,when will this blog be updating again~
it wasn't a lie, the subjects taught went sooo faassstt~
this week,there's no tutorial yet,so,QUITE relax sket~
but next week,the timetable will be from 8 to 5pm...n the nite should be fullfilled wif tutorial task+study yg tomorrow+revise yg be4 this+etc~

the competition is so tough.really.i donT noe how to say more.
i'm afraid.yup,i'm afraid.i'm afraid n i'm afraid.i cant imagine what wud happen if i can't score.so,i must study.
ayah su said i must got 4.1;)
hee~
errrmmmmm~
i'll try my besh.

~ya Allah...help me~
~kejayaan milik hambanya yg berusaha~

*ghelie,thanks 4 da bill+n the journey;)*

*ghejak,thanks 4 that in ur blog;)*
*tati,thanks 4 da picture+to4;)*

::my tuRn after the otherS::

majoriti sume g esop~
mostly sape2 yg dapat uitm n uia
but me pom g esop gop..haha=D
not to um,but JB first~
johor bahru,here i come=)
first tyme nak g kat ghelie~
then g kat ghejak kat shah alam~
then,the registration day..

short word,tonite is the final nite i'm blogging at home..sob3
10% packim isn't completed yet..
will be completed tomorrow,4 sure~

soon,be berpisah wif these;frenster+blog+facebook+the internet thingie la..
i wonder how would be the feeling be blogging at the cc soon...*wonder*
or i shall be busy studying?

soon~
have to wake up+attend the lecture!morning till evening..
gonna study the bio+chem+phy+math aaagggaaaiiinnnn....!
*haish,5 months xsentuh buku ni maccammane*
finishing my assignmentSSSS~
'brain2,speed2 again taw+active2 balik taw'
'legs,u've to walk here n there,be ready,kay?'
'attention level,raise again,des?..hahhaa!'
'eating tyme,ermmmm~ni yg cerewet sket'
'sleep at nite?..wua~hope xhomesyik,nak tido next to my sist,hope my room8 can stand sleeps wif the light on,could she?'..*hopin 4 this*
'homesyik,pegi jauh2'
'have to biase2 kan balik sleep late+w8 up early'

blaja btol2 k=)
struggle~
the others da start study daa especially the matrix students..~
compared to them,mmg tertinggal dah..
compared to the utp students,lagilaa~
"niat tue kna btol,niat tue kna ikhlas..pegi nak blaja taw"
[advices from the 'putik' hall]=)
aim for the pointer k?
focus2 taw=)
ehhemm!!survive+stand on my own feet;)
jgn maen2 k,not to enjoy larh dtg cni~
dulu,can't wait rite to further my study egen?
so,now,u've to manfaatkan that eagernez k?
[atc,daa terbiasa kat umah ni~] haha!
whatever pn,eager as much as possible k?
be xcited!=)
yeeeeehhhhaaaaa~~

^^~_sTudy modE_~^^

~bloggers,c u from there soon,k~

longlive my mother!

ni tag kat sara=)


mother's full name;
siti eshah binti hussin

date of birth;
20 may 1953
[today;) ]
happy birthday,yup~

she call me at home;
ya,pia

upload her picture wif u;





greatest,fabulous thing bout ur mother that u can remember;
she can be both;mother n father
she t8 care of sembilan2 of us..could i??
spotim gak;) but on certain2 laa~

1 thing that i'll really m8 her upset;
erm...xdengar cakap dia laa...that's 4 sure~

hope n wishes 4 my mother;
panjang umo!sampai she can see her grandchildren whose mine..onestly,i wish 4 this~
dimasukkan ke dalam golongan2 beriman~
under HIS blessing~olwez~
olwez hepi;)

this tag goes to;
mimi!
any1?;)

remember me??

hee~it's kuyah's novel's title atc,
which i finished in two days!!~444 pages;)
no wonder it's best seller...it should, ok..hahaha
mmg besh!=)
[novel the lord of the ring xtaw ble nak abes2...];)

erm..
lot of things hepen laa..
but now i'm enjoying maself readim ghejak's blog;)..he's startin bloggin egen~exem da abes,ya?? ^^

mentioning [n not to mention all] wat hepen yesterday~
+really have a gud tyme wif kuyah n ca
+eyy,akan ku buktikan i'll survive ok che afif ye!haha!
+i'm buying a beautiful ring curved 'S'...;) i though kuyah din realize it laa,rite??well,she did choose me better...;p
+the day b4 yesterday?=congr8 to everi1 yg dapat cheque 500 tue
+tenkiu to mejja 4 informin kuyah~
+adam+apih+mJ+mc T is studyin together2 egen![alpharian kumpul2 c2 ye?...]
+meetin pokka+faryzal at the bowling site
+wahaha!i'm gonna have my twilight book soon???...faryzal promoted it laa..
+i have to buy ca a book next year for his pezen...eragorn??...hope i cud find it n i hope my money can afford it laa...thats 4 sure...
+mistakes m8 us better,kan??...cheer la nyn~

**yah,dop umah,jgn borim2 ye~hahahaa~

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~update~

i wasssssss riiiiittttteeee!!!
i know i was riiteee!!!
n
i'm rittteee!!
my 'um-mates' will 'leave' me..
faryzal'll go for the oversea offer=mara
mejja=jpa
pja=jpa
daoh=will continue his rpkj?
paiz=will continue his??...[i hope not]...;p
ih,meh join ore;p
hahaha!

sob3~
sob3~

'jagalah' Allah,nescaya Allah akan menjaGa kamu~

millions of thanks to oma=)

i was so relieved to know it..
alhamdullilah3...
i'm converting jpa oversea scholarship into jpa local scholarship!!
he asked me to call the jpa~
so,it could not be said that i declined the offer;)
~pujuk hati,heheh..~
at least,dgn makna kata laen,terima jgak kan;)
hahahahaa!
that means,i got jpa when i'm studying at the asasi until i finish my degree=)
that means,i rily goin to do dentistry soon~
i'm not goin to apply it twice la pahni~
alhamdullilah89~

"tapi awak kna maintain la...kalau x,kna tarik"
"ok2...insyaAllah2=)"

so???
3.5 and above is a must for me for every sem
please nyn~
xbole maen2 ok..
or u noe ape akn jadi~
ghejak!i wanna be lyke u,okkeyh=)

=jagalah Allah,NESCAYA Allah akan menjaga kamu=
[be confident wif this!]

oversea=accept oR decLine?

alhamdullilah...i got oversea offer[ jpa] fot dentistry~
but,it was unexpected that i was so berat hati to decline it...
to click 'menolak tawaran' button...
i know...i had decided it...and i know,i have to click on it~..
waaaaaaa~
in the end?tutup page tue...haha...xtekan gapow2~..
biarla dulu...
i think,at last,i'll decline the offer jgak...;(
orang laen keep advising me to pk btol2..
making me more berat hati la...
haha!
nak terima ke tolak ni???...
nak terima and biler trime surat,x gi??
xtawla...*blur*

tolak kowt~
nyn,i've already made the decision okay...
whatever pun,akan ade jgak halangan kalau trima pn..
short word,xleh g oversea!
give the offer for the 1 who really want it n boleh pegi sane=)

ala,lau ade rezeki,xkan ke mana..
just accept it,k?;)
u have already prepared for this..
blaja btol2 even lam negara~
struggle btol2~
study molek2;)
pegi dgn penuh smgt k~untuk blaja~
'sama' je blaja kat mana2..yg penting usaha+pointer tinggi
aim for that!


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9 may
abe puddeen and arwah aten bday..
alfatihah to her...
still,vividly remembered,she brought a cake to our classmate this nite
[9 may 2008]
and i was the 1 yg suapkan dye;(
sdey~
[alfatihah]

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sheewon,mimi n others,
blaja btol2 6t kat matrix=)
nyn,kte dahla masuk dafta lewat,so,kire da tetinggal la from others..
focuz study,k;)
that's wat shud i do~
prove that,lau lam ngra pn,blaja pn okay;)