"anybody's here?"...*i'm back*

so,here i am.
tman+kacau daun my sister n her fiance' to be shoppin2 for their day.
the engagement rings,of course=)
feel lucky larh to ikot skali..haha!
xkan berdua,slaen ade yg ke3...let's the 3rd be me.
n guess wat?
ate together in 1 room wif malik noor at tempat makan td.
4got eyh nma.hee~
final,at last,abesh jgak..
1 sem finished!che atomen kta "cpat'y"....yeah3...n i hope it's cud be shorter.
i wishED.
but now,i wish,it cud be longer...i haven't any idea how the time in the asasi gone too fast.TOO FAST.i'd realised it after the fnal.too late.
about the exam?
wont talked bout this here.
let's the faith decide.
but i'm not doin my besh,which wrinkled me burdens.
i dunno why.n i just tot 'it's determined to be like this'
dun say "if i do this n dat,i'll dis n dat"
because it'll lead to the way of satan.

If Allah is your helper none can overcome you, and if He withdraw His help from you, who is there who can help you after Him? In Allah let believers put their trust. (al-Imran, ayat 160)

muet's waits me in the end of the week.
listening+writing.
sopmo xleh tgk nur kasih~but i hope we reach um as early as possible,rite che wani=)
n watch it when the nite comes.
biarpun next after the day,the exam starts at 7.30 a.m.
n home again=)

have many things to do.
but will the chances allow me to?

che ilia,i'm sooryy 4 not wishim u.
to 4get ur day,is IMPOSSIBLE 4 me.we're clazzmate 4 4 years,okke.
whatever pn,happi blated la eyh.seemed u got ur first bday cake from che kuyah.=)
miss all of u.
al the besh 4 ur fnal.
u+che kuyah+ja+others.
please t8 ur fnal seriously.

sharim moment~

""I haven't found any entry in Islam that permit what you are doing right now. I haven't heard from anyone that love before marriage is permitted. But I know there's no relationship between male and female except for what is very important and official between them. So, may I know what kind of relationship you are having now and I want to hear it from your mouth that it is legal in what you have been learning until now. Not a single phrase, nor a word. My sweetheart, if you want to build a family, a faithful one, you can never build it on what Allah has stated as wrong and proven false by the way Rasulullah p.b.u.h has taught us. A happy and blessed family come from Allah, and you don't even have anything to defend it as blessed if the first step you make is by stepping into what He has prohibited. You can't have a happy family if Allah doesn't help you so, and you must know in every family that stands until their dying day, they have Allah on their side. You can't expect Him to help you if you did the wrong step from the very beginning.""

thanks to tati=)
+ iluvislam.com.

selmat hari raya,shume2.

the end is just the bEgiNNing~

at last,the mid sem's exam was over!

the weights in the head,gone~

but,it's just 4 a while,that's 4 sure.

towards the real battle=final.

we're so xcited,then took pictures as many as we could=)

macam nak kua pasum pulak..haha!

wat i realized,n us,banyak gler agi nak kna cover in 4 weeks tymes~

it isn't enuf~to master all,if we dun t8 it seriously.

"yg da lpas,lpasla..concentrate on final lak"

=)

xkesahla marks either high or low,it's just 20% compared to 80% for the final~

not saying it's not vital,yet it still bringing our marks+tampal2 ape yg patut~

if i sacrificed this much for the mid sem,i cant imagine it is for the final~

shudnt+shudnt+shudnt waste my tyme taw,which i maself not sure that i'll use it effectively.

can't think much.

aisyah is looking me blogging this wif her desperate .eyes=P

haha!

+can't stop thinking bout the unfinished tutorials too.

ya Allah,beri kami kekuatan when the result is out.

ameen.

oups,correction!this's the 'last' post

"studying never has a limit.of course studying is hard, terrible bla bla bla whatsoever. but then, future is more important. and aiming for a better future needs a lot of sacrifices and sacrifices and sacrifices. right dear?"

yup,rite!
so, i must sacrifices;)
readers,correction,since this is my last post,so,this is my last post laa;P..
not the 1 b4...hehe~

lea,the same goes to me...ur blog is among my feveret=)..i updated mine this monim,after reading urs...i heard dat u must perform well 4 ur ausmat?let becomes enemy again..;p..n then u'll do ur best..haha!no need pun lea...bcause u're olready can do the best,still:)..hey,wat offer?i didnt noe,n i DONT noe...be an alpharian,i guessss??..so,it meant either u or me,or it's really both of us???..but still,the faith had been decided;)...HE noe better than we do,rite?..u noe wat??..yeah2..i admit,bein each other's enemy is sweet..[sweet ek??]...haha!n the 1 i lyke to remember was,of course when we competed on chess;P....i dont noe why i won,because honestly,i olwez bet that u beat me...the exam results,i'd nva proud off..as i believe,even when i got 1st..the reasons why it wasn't u,was just the careless mistakes..n it's just took a lil bit differences on marks,rite?..except in addmath laa...[shhsshhh;p]..n noe wat jgak...one of our teachers,compared us because i was late in finishing the works while u have had...personally,i thought,cannotlaa...sbb pembolehubah tue,dah dimanipulasi daa...hehe~=P...we werent classmates n the subject' quotas pn laem..taw dop...u can't imagine how i felt on the moment..i'd nva want to fight sumbody else in academic or exam or watsoever laa...as if i can't beat that sum1,i'll stress pulop...so,from dat moments,i had to...n yup,u admitted kan...we're enemy...=)...olwes n olwes...haha!..
n hey!i wanna letting the cat out the bag now..when we're approachim our spm,u'd ur own tymetable,kan?remember?..n plis allowed me to mencontohi anda...[not copy eyh??]..even i'd olready copy it..haha!...sori3...erm...seems we're havim our own secret laa...hee~but takut xberkat,ubah2 gop laa dat tymetable...i'm da 1 who couldnt fixed to tymetable!suatu mase dahulu...;p
n ur cousin,i think i wont found him...hayat students=800++...n u noela ur fren hop ni ni,quite penyenyap laa kea...hehe~but,maybe,someday...who noes=)..eyh,i love ur spec,i tried to find it,but maybe the model had been sold out....lucky u=)
*ehem!ur prs uniform wud be our memories daa rasa'y..xterhantar2;p...*

~gud luck in everitim,kayh..struggle 4 ur ausmat..:)
to ppah,happy birthday...sweet 18th...6t ade rezeki,kite jumpe 6t k..

real shut down,
*shut down*

temporarily off~

I can't make it.the post'S'..
tati's lappy becomes worse.lyke it knew i'm gonna home this week;P
even now,the words appear one by one,so slow~n i should be patient by that...huh!
nyway,i'll return to college tomorrow~because of the wrong date when buying the tickets~nva mind laa kan..
i found maself turns lazy...affected by the past spm holiday;P...which m8 me woorriieedd...ainin!this is ur turning point!beware!just,wake up!dont u dare dreaming again;[
i can say that my schoolmates of mine,enjoying their studies now...they're on their holiday because of the h1n1..;lea+kuyah...besh ek intec??study sdaq laa k?..;)so,why shudnt i??no more turning back....look 4ward,plis!
fivers of 0408 xbole semasa lagi laa....igtkan balik ni,able to see daa;((
if i could tell how the OBSTACLES of the journey home,,,huuuuu....i wll but,i just could say it,terribblee!nak balik pun.....susah;(~bak kata auni;P
hey!my dearschoolmates.....i'd changed my spec laa....the 3+++ years frameless spec that had olwez changing its lenses because of other's mistakes....[once jer bcause of mine;))]...but xsampai hajat jgak nak pakai frame penoh...others said xsom....sob3....so,pakailaa separuh~heheheh..
soon,next date to be at kelantan again...on 20 september!guess wat day is it?...it's hari raya,okkeyh!!!sayu molep laa....sampai kelantan hari raya tu....xsempat2 nak bukak puase last kat umah pun...terima jelaa,kan~
my midsem is on 1 september....late than other foundation...people,wish me luck k=)pray 4 me too....
i'll strive 4 it....together with others....
maybe i shud say 'bye2' 4 a while to my bloggie~
sacrifices+a full focus needdddeedd!
bi+phy1+phy2+algebra+calculus+bio1+bio2+kim1+kim2~

i'll do ma best....~

good luck to othrs too...=)
maybe i shudnt think bout anyothers daaa....
be grateful....tayu said macam lucu lak kte dop sdey2 bout things yg dah ditetapkan...dont take much rest sgt k kat sana...i have less than a year to achieve wat i want...
my younger brother da berlari2 towards spm....maybe i'll join him?....
"jgn mengeluh sbb dunia ni susah,sbb itulah dunia ini diciptakan"~imam syafie^^

tuut!

*shut down*

a post before postS

i start to feel the boulder within me in blogging~for some reasons;P..haha~

3 days to go;)
n i'll blogggiiinnggg,bloggggiingg,n blloooggggiiingg...??
lots more to study,mid sem approaching near~
tomorrow=algebra's test~
bio n calculus tests were over;)
i told fareha that i wanna study chemistry here,now~
..see,i find it isn't...;p
i realized that i miss school much lately;(
my juniors,enjoy urs~

o,o~
there's really barrier inside;;
tutorials+study give me this feeling~
i think,i better stop..n to be continued at home..;)

so,ainin,
maths
-finish algebra
calculus=tutorial 7+study 1-6 for midsem~
the extra questions~

chemistry
lab report!

::study+study+study::::

~i miss my frens~
wat's they're doin now~

(^~)

now at the bk1[bilik komputer 1]
i've to use simple2 words~so kalut~haha!

so far;
-today is my first tutorial n the first day yg kna ikot btol2 jadual..indeed,it's a packed 1..
-i found maself feelim=stress2,wif muet td~(++)..dunno how to feel larh..taakuut~
-my roomate takut kucink=she's total opposite of me;)
-i manage to sleep late again!haha!
-the tutorial+task gettin more~
-i'm changin my no into maxis,that's xplain why if u can't contact me lately~
-haida n ain are staying alone in their room because of their roommate quited pasum~be brave gurls=)

senior askri,
i'm in the hayat 2..yup2,malam penutup kat dtc~
sejjjuukk n soo tired kna berulang alik 3,4 kali in a day pegi sana~!!tp,bestlaaa;)
give me advices~to be lyke u..a 4 flat student;)

sory,ya,bloggers,i can't reply to ur comments;(
but i rily miss all of u~
i dun have much tyme here...see,i dun edit pn this entry,rite??
haahaa!!

pleaassssseeeeee~~pray 4 me~