Allah gives me.happiness.

me n myself.
jrg nak berblog camni ni.hehehe.
special edition.
sgt bahagia hari ini dan semalam.
it's like i found maself back,i can be my true self,i feel the same feeling that dah lma ak xrasa cam2.just on dat moment.

first n foremost,thanks to Allah 4 allowing me to.

last nite,i went to eleventh college.time kaseh kpd tuan pengajak ye.che wani.so,ni laa 1st tyme,kua makan mlam,exc beloved kolej 12th ni.huhuhu.so,jalan2 ng kawan2 sume2 ni.it's arouse old memories.at faris of course.here,i lost all of that.alone.i can say that.haha!even,with frens.but last nite.it's felt close.time kasheh che wani ye.comfortable=)i really can be my true self with u.makan2 chicken chop.syg nak makan laa.haha!di kolej yg comel i2,haha!although pemandangan kurang menyenangkan wif...heE..yup,the most important is..

I WAS VERY HAPPY.=)

alhamdullilah.dicontinue ng "nur kasih" pulak.=)

today,is the another story. kua ng pah kat mid.xkesahlaa kat mid pn..place isn't matter.huhu.but,but,i enjoyed pet's wonderland n food court.=)
3 kalli mallu c2...aduiii..haha!
thanks to my mum too.;)
so,,i really.really,really,being myself wif u.n u did advice me a lot.
"lau pk pn,xkan dapat ubah ape2.ACCEPT IT.ikut rentak kehidupan.
kehidupan ni roda...sopmo je cakap france.camane nak paham..haha!
takdir is takdir=nie ayat zaid.hehe.
sambung pah balik..she's trying to 4get the past,which i can't rite now.but i think,i shud anyway...every1 is enjoying theirs now.why shud i think about somethin yg xdapat diulang balik?takdirmu di situ.
"nin,memg u always think about that,kan?...nampak r..."
haha.u noe me,pah.of course u noe me.
6t nak jd cekgu,u tell me 1st eyh.haha!
everitim is set up.it's been decided b4 i was being bornt.Allah dah tentukan kesusahan,kesenangan di mana.jgn pk kegelisahan yg kan datng.DIA yg jaga sume2.i2 urusan DIA.
so,nin, ACCEPT whatever to come,i'll believe that Allah give me the best.He knoe me better than i knoe maself.
perkara yg kamu suka maybe boleh jadi perkara yg kamu benci,
n perkara yg kamu benci,may be boleh jadi perkara yg kamu suka._al baqarah.
ikut flow.ACCEPT.just do ur very2 best.n cintakan ilmuNya,bukan sbb exam smata2.
tolong jangan benci.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.niqmat Allah sgt banyak!
"syurga i2 susah.sabar,sabar,sabar.igt senang nak dapat?so,lau Allah xuji,maccammane tue?"

then,pegi iba jgak...n i was happy.SGT2 HAPPY.SGT2 HAPPY.SIYES.here.i can't help my feelings anymore!mmg jeles ah ng pah ng mimi.it's lyke mcm.....tempat che adek kesyangan,pales...macam asrama@apartment mara g2..mMg tgt ko dorm kat school dulu.home,with rooms,n mmg sense of family laa.which i?....sob2..no wonder laa set2 ni xde laa terseksa sgt when they moved to the new life sbb mostly korang pn,home+dorm,rite...so,i concluded,kemewahan xmenjamin kebahagiaan ye!igt tuw!...huu...
xsempat nak jmpe mimi...balik awal ye!ish3....;p
dahla cuti cam school holiday...xpe2....cutti laa korang....heEE..
rindukan suasana tue..in pah's room,i can feel it again.
;(
rasa nak ddop c2 je...;p
ape2,what's gonna happen+what's happening=ACCEPT.BERSYUKUR.
but really,sgt bahagia semalam dan hari ini.
pah,tell to ur uncle thanks anta sy sampai college ea?.heE.u make my day.
it's really me.happy to find me.
hope,i always be me.i'm not talkin bout hypocrite.but,it's just ican't recognise maself daa..

sgt bahagia.alhamdullilah ya tuhan.
semoga kebahagiaan berpanjangan.
ameen.

be thankful.

i'm interested in their conversation in facebook.

h:Sometimes i just feel that i dont deserve all of these.What should i do to repay u Allah?
N:His countless favors can't be repaid. Just express your gratitude to Allah. Appreciate everything that's given by Allah. (16:18) :)
h:hurm,rase nak menangis pun ade jugak.usha tah2 ape2 tp Allah bagi jugak what i suppose need to be given to the people who really work hard for that.
Takut anugerah ini Allah bagi sebab nak tgk kita makin jauh dari die,SANGAT takut..


hope they allow me to if they found out.;p
just thinking.
HE really gives us lllllllllloooooottttttsssss of things.
subhanaallah.

ubiquitous of rain.here.

raining cat n dog.
hope not so heavy enuf.
4 my safe journey back to college.
ameen.
nak study ape lagi ni?
lagi study,lagi takut+rasa xprepare lak.

tayu's engagement day tomorrow.
ghelie+leh+me+ghejak won't available.
;(

hope we are on THEIR wedding.

*****
bykkan istighfar.
dkat ng Allah
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rezeki melimpah ruah.
+
bkak pintu kesempitan
;)

he said.

hassan alBasri berpsan.
4 things that gve us tranquility.

1. let ALLAH be the only Helper.cukuplah Allah sbagai penolongmu.HE's the 1 yg bagi all the creatures rezeki2.
2. yakin amanah & tanggungjawab kna tunaikan krana Allah.::organisasi+study+exam+family::the reason is for Allah.then,u'll find peace.=).insyaAllah.
3. remember syurga+neraka all the tyme.=akan senantiasa malu utk buat dosa.
4. hidup ini 1 keizinan+mati itu 1 kepastian.=akan sentiasa prepared 4 that,to face it.

human always forget to pray 2 simple things.

"ya Allah,mudahkanlah urusanku di dunia dan di akhirat"
"ya Allah,matikanlah aku dalam husnul qatimah~dalam islam dan iman~"

jadikanlah islam sebahagian~sebagai badan mu,bukan sbagai pakaianmu,yakni yg kamu boleh buang bila2 masa.

::jagalah hak Allah,nescaya Allah menjaga hak kamu::
:)

ghejak grows older.

happy bday=)

dearie ghejak.
my abang terbongsu,
sweet 22th.
ghejak da tua,ye!
xsaba nak kawen ke?
hik3.
i bet ur turn after ghedin ;p
nih,Ya krim cake.
makan ye:)

.all.the.besh.in.ur.exam.
.jgn stresh3.

"anybody's here?"...*i'm back*

so,here i am.
tman+kacau daun my sister n her fiance' to be shoppin2 for their day.
the engagement rings,of course=)
feel lucky larh to ikot skali..haha!
xkan berdua,slaen ade yg ke3...let's the 3rd be me.
n guess wat?
ate together in 1 room wif malik noor at tempat makan td.
4got eyh nma.hee~
final,at last,abesh jgak..
1 sem finished!che atomen kta "cpat'y"....yeah3...n i hope it's cud be shorter.
i wishED.
but now,i wish,it cud be longer...i haven't any idea how the time in the asasi gone too fast.TOO FAST.i'd realised it after the fnal.too late.
about the exam?
wont talked bout this here.
let's the faith decide.
but i'm not doin my besh,which wrinkled me burdens.
i dunno why.n i just tot 'it's determined to be like this'
dun say "if i do this n dat,i'll dis n dat"
because it'll lead to the way of satan.

If Allah is your helper none can overcome you, and if He withdraw His help from you, who is there who can help you after Him? In Allah let believers put their trust. (al-Imran, ayat 160)

muet's waits me in the end of the week.
listening+writing.
sopmo xleh tgk nur kasih~but i hope we reach um as early as possible,rite che wani=)
n watch it when the nite comes.
biarpun next after the day,the exam starts at 7.30 a.m.
n home again=)

have many things to do.
but will the chances allow me to?

che ilia,i'm sooryy 4 not wishim u.
to 4get ur day,is IMPOSSIBLE 4 me.we're clazzmate 4 4 years,okke.
whatever pn,happi blated la eyh.seemed u got ur first bday cake from che kuyah.=)
miss all of u.
al the besh 4 ur fnal.
u+che kuyah+ja+others.
please t8 ur fnal seriously.

sharim moment~

""I haven't found any entry in Islam that permit what you are doing right now. I haven't heard from anyone that love before marriage is permitted. But I know there's no relationship between male and female except for what is very important and official between them. So, may I know what kind of relationship you are having now and I want to hear it from your mouth that it is legal in what you have been learning until now. Not a single phrase, nor a word. My sweetheart, if you want to build a family, a faithful one, you can never build it on what Allah has stated as wrong and proven false by the way Rasulullah p.b.u.h has taught us. A happy and blessed family come from Allah, and you don't even have anything to defend it as blessed if the first step you make is by stepping into what He has prohibited. You can't have a happy family if Allah doesn't help you so, and you must know in every family that stands until their dying day, they have Allah on their side. You can't expect Him to help you if you did the wrong step from the very beginning.""

thanks to tati=)
+ iluvislam.com.

selmat hari raya,shume2.