November 21, 2009

Allah gives me.happiness.

me n myself.
jrg nak berblog camni ni.hehehe.
special edition.
sgt bahagia hari ini dan semalam.
it's like i found maself back,i can be my true self,i feel the same feeling that dah lma ak xrasa cam2.just on dat moment.

first n foremost,thanks to Allah 4 allowing me to.

last nite,i went to eleventh college.time kaseh kpd tuan pengajak ye.che wani.so,ni laa 1st tyme,kua makan mlam,exc beloved kolej 12th ni.huhuhu.so,jalan2 ng kawan2 sume2 ni.it's arouse old memories.at faris of course.here,i lost all of that.alone.i can say that.haha!even,with frens.but last nite.it's felt close.time kasheh che wani ye.comfortable=)i really can be my true self with u.makan2 chicken chop.syg nak makan laa.haha!di kolej yg comel i2,haha!although pemandangan kurang menyenangkan wif...heE..yup,the most important is..

I WAS VERY HAPPY.=)

alhamdullilah.dicontinue ng "nur kasih" pulak.=)

today,is the another story. kua ng pah kat mid.xkesahlaa kat mid pn..place isn't matter.huhu.but,but,i enjoyed pet's wonderland n food court.=)
3 kalli mallu c2...aduiii..haha!
thanks to my mum too.;)
so,,i really.really,really,being myself wif u.n u did advice me a lot.
"lau pk pn,xkan dapat ubah ape2.ACCEPT IT.ikut rentak kehidupan.
kehidupan ni roda...sopmo je cakap france.camane nak paham..haha!
takdir is takdir=nie ayat zaid.hehe.
sambung pah balik..she's trying to 4get the past,which i can't rite now.but i think,i shud anyway...every1 is enjoying theirs now.why shud i think about somethin yg xdapat diulang balik?takdirmu di situ.
"nin,memg u always think about that,kan?...nampak r..."
haha.u noe me,pah.of course u noe me.
6t nak jd cekgu,u tell me 1st eyh.haha!
everitim is set up.it's been decided b4 i was being bornt.Allah dah tentukan kesusahan,kesenangan di mana.jgn pk kegelisahan yg kan datng.DIA yg jaga sume2.i2 urusan DIA.
so,nin, ACCEPT whatever to come,i'll believe that Allah give me the best.He knoe me better than i knoe maself.
perkara yg kamu suka maybe boleh jadi perkara yg kamu benci,
n perkara yg kamu benci,may be boleh jadi perkara yg kamu suka._al baqarah.
ikut flow.ACCEPT.just do ur very2 best.n cintakan ilmuNya,bukan sbb exam smata2.
tolong jangan benci.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.niqmat Allah sgt banyak!
"syurga i2 susah.sabar,sabar,sabar.igt senang nak dapat?so,lau Allah xuji,maccammane tue?"

then,pegi iba jgak...n i was happy.SGT2 HAPPY.SGT2 HAPPY.SIYES.here.i can't help my feelings anymore!mmg jeles ah ng pah ng mimi.it's lyke mcm.....tempat che adek kesyangan,pales...macam asrama@apartment mara g2..mMg tgt ko dorm kat school dulu.home,with rooms,n mmg sense of family laa.which i?....sob2..no wonder laa set2 ni xde laa terseksa sgt when they moved to the new life sbb mostly korang pn,home+dorm,rite...so,i concluded,kemewahan xmenjamin kebahagiaan ye!igt tuw!...huu...
xsempat nak jmpe mimi...balik awal ye!ish3....;p
dahla cuti cam school holiday...xpe2....cutti laa korang....heEE..
rindukan suasana tue..in pah's room,i can feel it again.
;(
rasa nak ddop c2 je...;p
ape2,what's gonna happen+what's happening=ACCEPT.BERSYUKUR.
but really,sgt bahagia semalam dan hari ini.
pah,tell to ur uncle thanks anta sy sampai college ea?.heE.u make my day.
it's really me.happy to find me.
hope,i always be me.i'm not talkin bout hypocrite.but,it's just ican't recognise maself daa..

sgt bahagia.alhamdullilah ya tuhan.
semoga kebahagiaan berpanjangan.
ameen.

2 comments:

madhiah said...

alhamdullilah,,
stay that way ya!

ainin said...

uhhuuhh...