phalanges get coloured.

status:
tonite,jd tukang inai:D

so,once again,jadi pengapit for my sister.
19 akad.
23 dec,ours.
24 my bro in law-to-be's.

to see + listen + hear what they say,
three of them already (insyaallah)
my view for marriage itself,differ positively,+widened.
it's not so-called heaven,semata-mata.
happy tue mmg happy,tp.
responsibility exceeds all.
pembinaan ummah itu.
relationship between those family,each of them.
mum in law,brothers n sisters etc.
pengurusan kwgn itu -->for our own family such as foods,house whatever +parents+brother & sisters etc.
to treat the soulmate is one thing which it needs everythg.
manage family,with our ilmu searched b4,
kematangan itu sgt perlu,
lots of things to be thought,
sacrifices benda wajib,
keikhlasan lagilaah~
kesabaran terlalu needed
keletihan tue xyah cakap.



n
lots more laah.

my sister once said:
sbb tue marriage,dapat byk pahala,
sbb pahala tue,suits la what that couple do for their family kann.
their sacrifices ape~
sume bende yg plan b4 kawen,lepas kawen mcm xigt dah nak buat ape~
sume turn to tanggungjawab.

but,but,but,
ppl,i'm not going to say it's so terrible,trouble
ehh ehh no no laah
it's just,
it's not so-'happily ever after'
tue kat syurga jela kann
&
most importantly,

at least,maybe i can make ur urge for that,
urge for
'xsabar nak kawen' ,
less :P
enjoy stadi dulu ye kawan2:D

n i'm lucky to have someone to tell me,bout that,
the reality of it,
when others,most of us see, just heaven.

warning:P
happy family,with Allah's bless,also has a blessed starting.
get it?;)

***
one fine day,
all the separated pieces will come into the right places.

beauty brings BEAUTY.

beauty by Crusading,from deviantart

status:
happy!found this blog=ameen misran's
he's IIUM student,Bachelor of ENGLISH Literature & Linguistic,1st year Former LAW student.
1 more islamic,english's writing blog:)



The Family of 'Imrân
In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.[3:6]
He it is Who shapes you in the wombs as He pleases. There is no god but He, the Exalted in Might, the Wise.


Aali Imran
Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
[3:6]
Dialah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.

***
1 thing u dont noe bout me,
or i think,more than 1 :P
my eyes are likely to fall upon pretty gurls.
they are the 1 that,make others passg by,glimpse,a while,or long.
n most importantly,they are those who put Allah's first.
al quran n assunnah uphold them.
simply says,kakak2 yang lawa yg bawak agama Allah:)
i'm fond of them:D
n i noe i'm not alone~

they're lucky.because they use their gift by Allah,also for Allah.
i believe they dunno how's they could give us,or me,myself their own impact,to be just like them.
or
at least,
to listen what they say.
to see what they do.
although,they dont ask the people to.
:)

kak zahra for instance,n i noe she doesnt read.
*i hope she doesnt too :D
well my highschoolmates know what she has herself,gifted n whatever,
n till now, i wont forget what she's used to advice me~
"jaga solat.jaga agama Allah.fokus.qusyuk solat"

simple.but the words.indeeed,have their own ways shapen me.

beauty brings BEAUTY:)


u'll never know ppl listened u,
ppl remember what u said.
just do it,intentionly for Allah,purposely for Allah
because
if u're the intermediate of Allah's guidance+hidayah to someone,
who u urself dont know him or her,
n i'll envy u of betapa banyaknya pahala u get.



***
congrate miss ilia eleena + others too
fly high.high n higher:)
may olwes in His bless:)

eyes gazing~

baby's gaze.:)

status:
mum said makkah madinah,via bus,10.00 pm to 3.00 am.
yup.imagining Rasullallah's hijrah.the journey was indeed far~

**

muslimeen's gaze.muslimah's gaze.
lower all of them~

it's not me saying.billions years,in the quran,from Allah:

Allah commands us:

قُلْ لِلْمُؤْمِنِينَ يَغُضُّوا مِنْ أَبْصَارِهِمْ وَيَحْفَظُوا فُرُوجَهُمْ ذَلِكَ أَزْكَى لَهُمْ إِنَّ اللَّهَ خَبِيرٌ بِمَا يَصْنَعُونَ

“Say to the believing men that they should lower their gaze and guard their private parts; that will make for greater purity for them…” (Surah Nur 24:30)

yup.tundukkan pandangan.jauh skali untuk stare.

n i know it's difficult.

n that's why i respect much boys and gurls who lower their gaze.

who jaga pandangan.

n u can know which 1 of them,even they're close to u or not.

n i'm always wanna to be like them.:)

our eyes,will be testified on what we had looked on the Day of Judgement.

i got ways of protection,from sumbody's blog

• Allah's remembrance:) be mindful of Allah.it's the most powerful of all the defenses bcause it develops our taqwa n control wat our mind entertain of.
• remember ur accountability to Allah & Islam.
• keep ur gaze lowered when walking,it's not u cannot have the eye contact,but keep them under control.:)
• choose the rite seat that minimise the view-frame & avoid mixed crowds.
• hangout with those known for noble characters and modesty because they wud remind u to abstain from that which Allah dislikes.

Rasullallah said,a person is likely to follow the faith of his friends, so be careful about who you make your friend.
(Ahmad)

• never have 'nothing to do' :) because satan loves 'boring & idle" ppl~read+keep urself busy,n it's better if all of u,ur mind,ur energy,ur thoughts are focus for Islam,at least avoid in doing haram thingie.
• Dr danial zainal kata, thinks small things,u'll do small things.thinks big things.u'll do big things:)

• strengthen our relationship with Allah~
• always remember,the beauty in this world are all temporary,hereafter worlds everlasting.
• remind urself often about death & hereafter world.

"“Remember often the terminator (or destroyer) of all the pleasures [i.e. death],” Rasulullah (SAW) once reminded us. (Al-Tirmidhi)

• increase ur God's action & always remain conscious of Allah.

"“Remain conscious of Allah and fear Him wherever you are. And follow a bad deed with a good deed which will wipe it out, and behave well towards people.” (Al-Tirmidhi)

• repent & return to Allah~Allah loves those who return to Him,promising not to repeat their sins,Allah is All forgiving rite?

May Allah bless:D

one saying of our beloved Rasulullah (SAW) says it all: “The furtive glance is one of the poisoned arrows of Shaytaan, on him be Allah’s curse. Whoever forsakes it for the fear of Allah, will receive from Him (Great and Gracious is He) a faith, the sweetness of which he will find within his heart.” (Al-Haakim)

oke ppl,

do istighfar often oke:)

My brother showed it to me.

hati itu berhak berkata-kata

Saat hati benar-benar di landa gelisah...

gundah.. ada sesuatu yang mengganggu fikiran...

atau sakitkah hatimu..?? atau peritkah hatimu..?? atau mungkin hatimu derita di kala ini...

kenapa aduhai hati..??

apakah yang menyebabkan sakit hatimu..? atau derita hatimu..? ataupun fikiran keliru..

wahai hati.. bila engkau memandang segalanya dari Allah.. yang mempercepatkan segalanya.. yang menimpakan ujian.. yang menyebabkan sakitnya hatimu, membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang.. pastinya damailah hatimu jika engkau mengetahui.. kerana masakan Allah sengaja mentadbirkan segala2nya dengan sia-sia...

bukan Allah tidak tahu betapa deritanya hidupmu.. pecahnya hatimu..

mungkin itulah yang Dia mahukan..

Kerana Dia tahu, hati yang sebegini lebih lunak dan lebih mudah untuk dekat denganNya..

wahai hati..

berjalanlah dengan penuh harapan kepada Allah semata-mata..

walaupun hidup ini tak selalu bahagia..

sedekahkanlah satu senyuman walau d hatimu tak mampu lagi bertahan..

belajarlah memaafkan walau dirimu terluka..

hiduplah dalam iman walau hidup d penuhi godaan..

dan berpeganglah kepada Allah walau dia tidak kelihatan..

Bukti kasihNya, kita wujud d dunia pinjaman..

wahai hati..

ingatlah..bahawa orang yang soleh tidak gembira apabila mendapat sesuatu kesenangan..

Juga hatinya tidak berduka andai tidak mendapat apa yang di impikan..

Kerana dunia tiada di hatinya..

Yang ada hanyalah pengharapan kepada Allah semata-mata..

syukran kepada salah seorang ustazah saya.. yang mengingatkan saya..

"Jangan biarkan wujudnya pengharapan di hati kita kepada manusia.. Mengaharaplah kepada Allah semata-mata.."

aduhai hati..contohilah para sahabat Nabi saw..

Apabila di beri kesenangan, hati pasti gelisah..

Di pohon kepada Allah agar mendatangkan kesempitan..

kerana hati mereka bimbang andai terleka dengan kesenangan..

Bertahun-tahun cuba ku pujuk hati sendiri..

aduhai hati..ketahuilah bahawa hidup bukan hanya di sini..

Di sana kekal abadi..

Aduhai hati..yakinlah Allah sentiasa bersama hambaNya yang inginkan cintaNya..

Bukankah keperitan itu juga dari Allah..?

Bukankah kesakitan itu juga dari Allah..?

Bukankah kesempitan itu juga dari Allah..?

Aduhai hati..yakinlah kasih Allah itu kasih sejati..

Aduhai hati..ingatlah, janji Allah janji yang pasti..

Wahai hati..manangislah penuh pengharapan kepada Ilahi..

Pasti kan kau temui jalannya nanti..

Wahai hati..usahlah bersedih lagi..

carilah redhaNya, sematkan di setiap sudut hati..

Moga kasihNya, menyinari hari-hari y menanti..

time flies.1 august already~

• screening test aka amek darah on friday.yup.it's my first time.THEY took mine, 6 injection on 6 different places with 6 different syringe.last with SPECIAL ONE.tinier.Ya Allah,dahla i'm afraid with the jarum tue,~~banyak kali sbb dorang xjumpa cari veins.jumpa2 pn,darah xnak kuar.tears kuarla;p.well2,i knew its pain xdela sakit sgt.tapi takut jgak kat jarum tue.bila dah xnak takut ni?btw,ainin sofia mmg sgt specialla hari tue=)
• wet all over on sat.being poured by rain altogether with aida+kak aisah at fasa3 night market.maybe sbb pegi without my mum's permission;p
• blessed with euphoria,chanced to accompany aida out from uitm with car,as early as yesterday 4 kak aisah amek keta dia kat luar~
  
• excited,aida would say,4 getting her laptop just now imported from hommie~
• borrowed 'scientific romance' novel from the library last week,but got no time to finish even 1 chapter bcause i love anat+biochem+etc more ;( .btw,just ignore the title.i'm just missing reading novel.
• imam muda tv programme show done.hopin 4 another chance to watch all the series~
  
• read kak anis farisian blog,and she wrote"
  
  
  
  mase aku kat puncak alam..
  perghh..gile cantik tempat kat sane..memang puncak!
  malam2 sejuk..hostel diorg superb! *uitm memang mantap*
  yg paling penting..mkanan diorg kat cafe murah and super duper sedapp!

ehem.i'm not lying all this while=)

• my lab coat besar;( tapi 6t lepas ni nak kecikkan a lil bit=)
• had been kissed by charlie.(who's gasping?it's just an insect.) jahat one ;p
  
• just finishing 1 module of "kemahiran insaniah".
• 10 days 4 ramadhan to come:)
• n lastly,10 wasiat hasan al-banna,from this,
  

*Apabila mendengar azan , bangunlah sembahyang serta merta walau bagaimana keadaan sekalipun.

* Bacalah Al Quran atau tatapilah buku - buku , atau pergilah mendengar perkara - perkara yang baik atau amalkanlah zikirullah dan jangan sama sekali membuang masa kepada perkara -perkara yang tidak berfaedah.

* Berusahalah sedaya upaya untuk bertutur dalam bahasa arab yang betul.

* Janganlah banyak bertengkar dalam apa jua perkara sekalipun.

* Jangan banyak ketawa kerana hati yang sentiasa berhubung dengan Allah itu sentiasa tenang dan tenteram.

* Jangan bergurau kerana umat yang senang berjuang it u tidak mengerti melainkan bersungguh - sungguh dalam semua perkara.

* Jangan bercakap lebih nyaring daripada yang dikehendaki oleh pendengar.* Jauhilah daripada mengumpat peribadi orang dan jangan bercakap melainkan apa - apa yang boleh memberi kebajikan.

* Berkenal - kenallah dengan setiap saudara muslim sekalipun tidak meminta untuk berkenalan.

* Kewajipan - kewajipan kita adalah lebih banyak darip ada masa yang ada pada kita.

okke.
make a nice preparation on syaaban to welcome ramadhan again.
piles of assignment have called me.
salam:)

super secret.

with new bag:D
with housem8s.
where i got new name:D
when happiness fulfilled in the atmosphere:D

revealing super secret.
b4 i arrived,i was praying hard that

"ya ALLAH,bless me the best course FOR ME,best university FOR ME"

HE gives me medical lab,my father chose 4 me=)
uitm puncak alam,uitm my mother's choice.
and at the same time,my choice.thats the important 1=)

even single things,
"ya Allah,bless me the best block,the best level,the best house,the best housemates,the best roomate FOR ME"
yup.because,the best FOR ME,not 4 other person~
because He's the only 1 who knows me correctly,accurately,precisely,
than me myself.
n
He gives me all of that.ALL
nice housemates+nice roomate.
who make me cant help laughing the whole day.
one that i rarely did at pasum.
yet,pasum REALLY taught me many things.LOTS.
n i appreciates all of that.i'll never 4get that.i promise.

my roomate is the 1 who contributes to the jokes.:D

but.
jangan banyak ketawa.6t mati hati=)
n
"jika kamu tahu apa yang aku tahu,nescaya kamu akn banyak menangis,n kurang ketawa"~
thus,be balances=))

so,dear frens,dont worry about me.
i dislike"xpela nyn"
bcause i'm so accepting the faith.i'm enough happy here.
thanks to HIM.

status
anatomy double triple mood.
nak abeskan all the handout.
they're all studying~
anat.anat.anat.microbs.plus2

thus,believes in Allah.
He's listening.by now.whenever.wherever.

fighting!!

alhamdullilah.gettin better.thanks to my roomate,aida+dini[housemate] for teman2 g klinik tadi.klinik uitm puncak alam lawa=) xabeh2 lawa:D.
today's lecture?erm~~i just can say=okela.unexplainable.mcm lecture2 org2 laen jgak.haha.alhamdullilah lecturer2 baek2.
1 thing 4 sure.can't wait to see kak ijan.btw,she's on differ course.[bila nak jumpa kak ijan comel2 ni]=)
tadi jumpa kak aji je pun.excited enuf^^
attended a night talk"biar jadi orang" by persatuan rakan masjid*PRM with housemates just now at dewan kolej angsana.
wah.i'm so happy.i repeat,housemates=)
alhamdullilah.
hopin for the other next time.
got so jealous tiba2 bila boys have their bidadari at the hereafter world,but what about the gurls?wildan??
yup.it's all about biological things of the human beings,boys and gurls.
how's and what they're concerned+attracted.
tapi..tapi..tapi...xtaw tibe2 je jeles.=(. siyes.
ade sape2 bole pujuk x?
i meant,from islamic view~more facts.banyak2 ganjaran for the gurls juga.;p
**zaujah ustaz tue+baby dia comel sgt=)))

callin 4 my parents this evening.
abah said"study ok x?6t ni pakai yg *** taw"
=)
*let the stars be left unknown.
wah.i'm hopin so,for that.but no one can go against Allah's destiny,rite?
we're just praying that our destiny+faith are the best,
and for myself,the best in here.
ameen.

tomorrow,anatomy!!muahaha.

::happy bday zaid.sweet 19th::

status:

passionate enough for medical lab.
xkurangjgak=takut.
kak bibi said=dont be afraid,fighting!!=))
Ya Allah.bantulah hambaMu ini.

keeP moviN 4ward:)

*meet the Robinson*

.keep movin 4ward!.that's Louis's motto

i give 5 stars:)

best sgt.*thumb up*

well,viewed my older posts.yup,i really wrote most of all the things.

tp,itu dulu.;p

the answer 4 the question,"why not now?" is =i maself dunno.

afraid.niat lari or jd laen 4 example.

so,today's quote:

;p

"bukan set2 ustaz je nak masuk syurga,kita pn nak masuk syurga.so,ilmu fardu ain ni bukan set2 ustaz je yg kna pandai,kta pn kna pandai gak" :)),=denyut kasih medik.

"nak jaga islam,bukan org yg blaja akademii Islam ke,11A+ ke,set2 dakwah ke,set2 nerd ke,p sape yg rase dye Islam,dye la bertanggungjwb:)

xkiraala medic ke,dental ke,accountg ke,engneerg ke n etc."

ihavepersonalmessagehere:

to fauzan.

go 4 ur aim.6t kalau dapat mna2 pn xksah ea.but i strongly believe dat u'll get foundation or asasi dat u're olwes dream.yup.UM tough.but just do ur best.jgn leka.focus.kalau jatuh,kna bangun!.jg agama Allah:).rezeki kat mane2 je.

to asfarina.

kita sma2 jd dentist yea=).

tp,my perjuangan blom selesai lg.xtau apa yg Dia decide 4 me.

doa n tawakkal.

6t study btol2 ea.jg niat elok2.jd dentist islam.yg tgakkan agama Dia.

to scool's leavers.

4get bout ur results.xcellent or x,lupakan.spm bukan penentu segala2nya.

remember that,itu ujian.syukur ke x.

start stadi balik 6t,start zero2 balik.sungguh2 balik.

u've to bear,study lpas ni,especially kalau foundation or matrix,mmg kna struggle btol2,exceeds spm.that's 4 sure.

dont underestimate others.

prof sahar always said.those yg banyak A,blaja mcm xde A.

means,bagusla g2.that's wat we shud do.

to sbp+ mara.beware.jgn proud.sbb sume akan jd sama.kite kna spoonfed.

so,jgn asing2,kau mara,kau sbp,kau skol bese.but sume sma k:)

jaga hubungan ng Allah.+humans:).

jg akal.jg hati.jg niat.

*olwes remember kak zahra's advices:)

ainin,qusyux solat.focus studi.

ainin da besa,jg agama Allah:)

pst:ppah da ad sjil kawen ;p

saje ngenax ppah,announce sini.hehe.

to do lisT

books to read~

quran saintifik-dr.danial zainal abidin

denyut kasih medik-dr.farhan hadi

bila mulut terkunci,kaki,tgn berbicara

kerana cinta harus memilih ~

seindah mawar berduri-ustazah fatimah syarha[once again=)]

movies to watch~

2012 ;p

the confession of shopaholic

avatar

my mighty princess

tsunami at haeundae

most of the movies,my brother asked me to ;p

wondering~best sgt ke? ;p

******

**jgn gaduh2 tiap2 masHe ;p

***

11.30 pm~

sdey;(whenu'redoinsumtinnugetfeedbackthatudontwant.uh!that'swhykitebuatbendeknebcauseofAllahbaruxfrust.bcauseofhumanstendtobefrustatinglarh.;(ainin,sabarokke.husnuzon~ikoneucandoiT.igtAllah.hatitenang=)

gudn8everybody:)

officially ex-pasum~

salam=)

well,it's over~
n unbelievable.i'm expasum now~
extremely happy when my family came to um wif their red dress n tshirts.
it's just a coincidence,i noe~
but i dun noe why red affect me much.always.=)
haha!
n,a lot of thank to my brother in law,
i noe he's tired.
for our family's outing to petrosains klcc.
we're lyke children.tati pom;p

to talk about pasum,indeed it'll be a long talk.
shortly,it taught me many things.
to runtuhkan all da prinsipss2+bina all da new 1,wif da islamic view,
i thanks um.
Allah is of course laa~

thanks to ummah,uyu+others.=)
to my close friends.
che wani,tifa,auni,mira,sarah,ruqaiyah,izyan,suha,soha, etc.
x1 classmate,
farisha,fareha,farhana,marina,jila,azlah,fiqah,farah,n all=)

to meet all the bright+genius students all around malaysia,

i thanks to:

• da 1 who always give the tazkirah at 12th surau,apids students specially.
• da 1 who always help me in tutorials,labs n all,farisha.
• da 1 dat always listen to my worries n cries,wani+tifa
• da 1 supporting me,unconditional love,ummah~
• da 1 dat taught me to love frens without conditions,but just because of Allah=syahirah.
• taught me to love alquran recitation than other songs.
• da 1 dat say,"kamu boleh,sempat lagi"
• da 1 dat jaga mata.those people,i respect much~
• da 1 yg jaga iqtilat+frenship between gurls n boys.well,i learnt much too.
• those groups that=study comes first.
• da 1 yg jaga solat malam.
• those who jaga solat=awal waktu~
• those yg kalau bagi ayat quran 4 hafal2,they digest quick.Ya Allah,they t8 care of their heart.bersihnya hati korang,senang nak hafal ayat2 Allah~
• da 1 yg sleep only few hours,realizing their 'debt',in studies specially,to Islam,to their parents.
• my room8,to be neat all the tyme.
• n all of them.honestly, i learnt MUCH.
• bye2 PASUM.i've to confess,i fall in love wif u=)
• but,i wont be faithful,i'm sorry ;p

i'll upd8 more=).my promise to kuyah too~

wan afie humaira~

in ppah's room now:)

at ipba.
on her red bed~

(^^,)

i just returned from the camp.
which left us deeply stabbed.
stabbed wif our responsibilities.
not to mention that,
we'd a very great moment.
got in sungai congkak.
the crystal,clear+FREEZING water!
landim2 lazily since we went into shallow part=)
feelim so desperate to send our pictures to my brothers at home for their jealousy to keep flooding.
haha!
they rily miss this sort of things kan.
;p
'fear factor part'
we'd to eat bawang putih yg fresh2 tue.
psst=i hide it,okke ;p
cake 'coffee' which i can't finish it.,luckily,xmuntahkan balik.
ntah recipe ape~
masuk sungai 4 pagi~+muhasabah diri.
kalau ade org yg kna seksa kat kubur hya krana sbb pengcungkil gigi,
sbb dye xmintaq@ x amanah jga kayu2 yg dye jadikan pgcgkil gigi tue,
us?
yg byk gle dosa ni?
....

this 3 days 2 nites camp.
we'll remember it.
suprisingly,i learn to love PASUM bit by bit.
thanks to my family+cmud.
n ALL because of ALLAH.

UIA?
it's enormously,nice trip.
but time won't allow me to mention it here.
but it's such a sweet reminiscence.
i like UIA at nite~=)
n cmud's room too=)
cmud+nadia+ppah+a'am+pjah+farhe+jhe+pja.
thanks 4 all.
feel guilty coz kcau dorang midsem;(
sowie taw.

hope we could remember+manfaatkan sume2 what we get here.
Ya Allah,KAU berkatikanlah,ya Allah.
eratkan ukhuwwah antara kami.

ainin,stay focuz.
mid sem approachim near.,

moment at faris,to be at pasum=)for a while.

soon,

ja'll come to UM tomorrow.
sheewon too.
and mijah.
ja'll sleep here=)
for 2 nites.
1 nite at UIA.
wif wani,tifa n me=)
can't wait.
cmud,nadia,celebrate us wif smiles
;)

ainin,finish ur tutorials first!

Allah gives me.happiness.

me n myself.
jrg nak berblog camni ni.hehehe.
special edition.
sgt bahagia hari ini dan semalam.
it's like i found maself back,i can be my true self,i feel the same feeling that dah lma ak xrasa cam2.just on dat moment.

first n foremost,thanks to Allah 4 allowing me to.

last nite,i went to eleventh college.time kaseh kpd tuan pengajak ye.che wani.so,ni laa 1st tyme,kua makan mlam,exc beloved kolej 12th ni.huhuhu.so,jalan2 ng kawan2 sume2 ni.it's arouse old memories.at faris of course.here,i lost all of that.alone.i can say that.haha!even,with frens.but last nite.it's felt close.time kasheh che wani ye.comfortable=)i really can be my true self with u.makan2 chicken chop.syg nak makan laa.haha!di kolej yg comel i2,haha!although pemandangan kurang menyenangkan wif...heE..yup,the most important is..

I WAS VERY HAPPY.=)

alhamdullilah.dicontinue ng "nur kasih" pulak.=)

today,is the another story. kua ng pah kat mid.xkesahlaa kat mid pn..place isn't matter.huhu.but,but,i enjoyed pet's wonderland n food court.=)
3 kalli mallu c2...aduiii..haha!
thanks to my mum too.;)
so,,i really.really,really,being myself wif u.n u did advice me a lot.
"lau pk pn,xkan dapat ubah ape2.ACCEPT IT.ikut rentak kehidupan.
kehidupan ni roda...sopmo je cakap france.camane nak paham..haha!
takdir is takdir=nie ayat zaid.hehe.
sambung pah balik..she's trying to 4get the past,which i can't rite now.but i think,i shud anyway...every1 is enjoying theirs now.why shud i think about somethin yg xdapat diulang balik?takdirmu di situ.
"nin,memg u always think about that,kan?...nampak r..."
haha.u noe me,pah.of course u noe me.
6t nak jd cekgu,u tell me 1st eyh.haha!
everitim is set up.it's been decided b4 i was being bornt.Allah dah tentukan kesusahan,kesenangan di mana.jgn pk kegelisahan yg kan datng.DIA yg jaga sume2.i2 urusan DIA.
so,nin, ACCEPT whatever to come,i'll believe that Allah give me the best.He knoe me better than i knoe maself.
perkara yg kamu suka maybe boleh jadi perkara yg kamu benci,
n perkara yg kamu benci,may be boleh jadi perkara yg kamu suka._al baqarah.
ikut flow.ACCEPT.just do ur very2 best.n cintakan ilmuNya,bukan sbb exam smata2.
tolong jangan benci.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.BERSYUKUR.niqmat Allah sgt banyak!
"syurga i2 susah.sabar,sabar,sabar.igt senang nak dapat?so,lau Allah xuji,maccammane tue?"

then,pegi iba jgak...n i was happy.SGT2 HAPPY.SGT2 HAPPY.SIYES.here.i can't help my feelings anymore!mmg jeles ah ng pah ng mimi.it's lyke mcm.....tempat che adek kesyangan,pales...macam asrama@apartment mara g2..mMg tgt ko dorm kat school dulu.home,with rooms,n mmg sense of family laa.which i?....sob2..no wonder laa set2 ni xde laa terseksa sgt when they moved to the new life sbb mostly korang pn,home+dorm,rite...so,i concluded,kemewahan xmenjamin kebahagiaan ye!igt tuw!...huu...
xsempat nak jmpe mimi...balik awal ye!ish3....;p
dahla cuti cam school holiday...xpe2....cutti laa korang....heEE..
rindukan suasana tue..in pah's room,i can feel it again.
;(
rasa nak ddop c2 je...;p
ape2,what's gonna happen+what's happening=ACCEPT.BERSYUKUR.
but really,sgt bahagia semalam dan hari ini.
pah,tell to ur uncle thanks anta sy sampai college ea?.heE.u make my day.
it's really me.happy to find me.
hope,i always be me.i'm not talkin bout hypocrite.but,it's just ican't recognise maself daa..

sgt bahagia.alhamdullilah ya tuhan.
semoga kebahagiaan berpanjangan.
ameen.

"anybody's here?"...*i'm back*

so,here i am.
tman+kacau daun my sister n her fiance' to be shoppin2 for their day.
the engagement rings,of course=)
feel lucky larh to ikot skali..haha!
xkan berdua,slaen ade yg ke3...let's the 3rd be me.
n guess wat?
ate together in 1 room wif malik noor at tempat makan td.
4got eyh nma.hee~
final,at last,abesh jgak..
1 sem finished!che atomen kta "cpat'y"....yeah3...n i hope it's cud be shorter.
i wishED.
but now,i wish,it cud be longer...i haven't any idea how the time in the asasi gone too fast.TOO FAST.i'd realised it after the fnal.too late.
about the exam?
wont talked bout this here.
let's the faith decide.
but i'm not doin my besh,which wrinkled me burdens.
i dunno why.n i just tot 'it's determined to be like this'
dun say "if i do this n dat,i'll dis n dat"
because it'll lead to the way of satan.

If Allah is your helper none can overcome you, and if He withdraw His help from you, who is there who can help you after Him? In Allah let believers put their trust. (al-Imran, ayat 160)

muet's waits me in the end of the week.
listening+writing.
sopmo xleh tgk nur kasih~but i hope we reach um as early as possible,rite che wani=)
n watch it when the nite comes.
biarpun next after the day,the exam starts at 7.30 a.m.
n home again=)

have many things to do.
but will the chances allow me to?

che ilia,i'm sooryy 4 not wishim u.
to 4get ur day,is IMPOSSIBLE 4 me.we're clazzmate 4 4 years,okke.
whatever pn,happi blated la eyh.seemed u got ur first bday cake from che kuyah.=)
miss all of u.
al the besh 4 ur fnal.
u+che kuyah+ja+others.
please t8 ur fnal seriously.

the end is just the bEgiNNing~

at last,the mid sem's exam was over!

the weights in the head,gone~

but,it's just 4 a while,that's 4 sure.

towards the real battle=final.

we're so xcited,then took pictures as many as we could=)

macam nak kua pasum pulak..haha!

wat i realized,n us,banyak gler agi nak kna cover in 4 weeks tymes~

it isn't enuf~to master all,if we dun t8 it seriously.

"yg da lpas,lpasla..concentrate on final lak"

=)

xkesahla marks either high or low,it's just 20% compared to 80% for the final~

not saying it's not vital,yet it still bringing our marks+tampal2 ape yg patut~

if i sacrificed this much for the mid sem,i cant imagine it is for the final~

shudnt+shudnt+shudnt waste my tyme taw,which i maself not sure that i'll use it effectively.

can't think much.

aisyah is looking me blogging this wif her desperate .eyes=P

haha!

+can't stop thinking bout the unfinished tutorials too.

ya Allah,beri kami kekuatan when the result is out.

ameen.

oups,correction!this's the 'last' post

"studying never has a limit.of course studying is hard, terrible bla bla bla whatsoever. but then, future is more important. and aiming for a better future needs a lot of sacrifices and sacrifices and sacrifices. right dear?"

yup,rite!
so, i must sacrifices;)
readers,correction,since this is my last post,so,this is my last post laa;P..
not the 1 b4...hehe~

lea,the same goes to me...ur blog is among my feveret=)..i updated mine this monim,after reading urs...i heard dat u must perform well 4 ur ausmat?let becomes enemy again..;p..n then u'll do ur best..haha!no need pun lea...bcause u're olready can do the best,still:)..hey,wat offer?i didnt noe,n i DONT noe...be an alpharian,i guessss??..so,it meant either u or me,or it's really both of us???..but still,the faith had been decided;)...HE noe better than we do,rite?..u noe wat??..yeah2..i admit,bein each other's enemy is sweet..[sweet ek??]...haha!n the 1 i lyke to remember was,of course when we competed on chess;P....i dont noe why i won,because honestly,i olwez bet that u beat me...the exam results,i'd nva proud off..as i believe,even when i got 1st..the reasons why it wasn't u,was just the careless mistakes..n it's just took a lil bit differences on marks,rite?..except in addmath laa...[shhsshhh;p]..n noe wat jgak...one of our teachers,compared us because i was late in finishing the works while u have had...personally,i thought,cannotlaa...sbb pembolehubah tue,dah dimanipulasi daa...hehe~=P...we werent classmates n the subject' quotas pn laem..taw dop...u can't imagine how i felt on the moment..i'd nva want to fight sumbody else in academic or exam or watsoever laa...as if i can't beat that sum1,i'll stress pulop...so,from dat moments,i had to...n yup,u admitted kan...we're enemy...=)...olwes n olwes...haha!..
n hey!i wanna letting the cat out the bag now..when we're approachim our spm,u'd ur own tymetable,kan?remember?..n plis allowed me to mencontohi anda...[not copy eyh??]..even i'd olready copy it..haha!...sori3...erm...seems we're havim our own secret laa...hee~but takut xberkat,ubah2 gop laa dat tymetable...i'm da 1 who couldnt fixed to tymetable!suatu mase dahulu...;p
n ur cousin,i think i wont found him...hayat students=800++...n u noela ur fren hop ni ni,quite penyenyap laa kea...hehe~but,maybe,someday...who noes=)..eyh,i love ur spec,i tried to find it,but maybe the model had been sold out....lucky u=)
*ehem!ur prs uniform wud be our memories daa rasa'y..xterhantar2;p...*

~gud luck in everitim,kayh..struggle 4 ur ausmat..:)
to ppah,happy birthday...sweet 18th...6t ade rezeki,kite jumpe 6t k..

real shut down,
*shut down*

temporarily off~

I can't make it.the post'S'..
tati's lappy becomes worse.lyke it knew i'm gonna home this week;P
even now,the words appear one by one,so slow~n i should be patient by that...huh!
nyway,i'll return to college tomorrow~because of the wrong date when buying the tickets~nva mind laa kan..
i found maself turns lazy...affected by the past spm holiday;P...which m8 me woorriieedd...ainin!this is ur turning point!beware!just,wake up!dont u dare dreaming again;[
i can say that my schoolmates of mine,enjoying their studies now...they're on their holiday because of the h1n1..;lea+kuyah...besh ek intec??study sdaq laa k?..;)so,why shudnt i??no more turning back....look 4ward,plis!
fivers of 0408 xbole semasa lagi laa....igtkan balik ni,able to see daa;((
if i could tell how the OBSTACLES of the journey home,,,huuuuu....i wll but,i just could say it,terribblee!nak balik pun.....susah;(~bak kata auni;P
hey!my dearschoolmates.....i'd changed my spec laa....the 3+++ years frameless spec that had olwez changing its lenses because of other's mistakes....[once jer bcause of mine;))]...but xsampai hajat jgak nak pakai frame penoh...others said xsom....sob3....so,pakailaa separuh~heheheh..
soon,next date to be at kelantan again...on 20 september!guess wat day is it?...it's hari raya,okkeyh!!!sayu molep laa....sampai kelantan hari raya tu....xsempat2 nak bukak puase last kat umah pun...terima jelaa,kan~
my midsem is on 1 september....late than other foundation...people,wish me luck k=)pray 4 me too....
i'll strive 4 it....together with others....
maybe i shud say 'bye2' 4 a while to my bloggie~
sacrifices+a full focus needdddeedd!
bi+phy1+phy2+algebra+calculus+bio1+bio2+kim1+kim2~

i'll do ma best....~

good luck to othrs too...=)
maybe i shudnt think bout anyothers daaa....
be grateful....tayu said macam lucu lak kte dop sdey2 bout things yg dah ditetapkan...dont take much rest sgt k kat sana...i have less than a year to achieve wat i want...
my younger brother da berlari2 towards spm....maybe i'll join him?....
"jgn mengeluh sbb dunia ni susah,sbb itulah dunia ini diciptakan"~imam syafie^^

tuut!

*shut down*

::my tuRn after the otherS::

majoriti sume g esop~
mostly sape2 yg dapat uitm n uia
but me pom g esop gop..haha=D
not to um,but JB first~
johor bahru,here i come=)
first tyme nak g kat ghelie~
then g kat ghejak kat shah alam~
then,the registration day..

short word,tonite is the final nite i'm blogging at home..sob3
10% packim isn't completed yet..
will be completed tomorrow,4 sure~

soon,be berpisah wif these;frenster+blog+facebook+the internet thingie la..
i wonder how would be the feeling be blogging at the cc soon...*wonder*
or i shall be busy studying?

soon~
have to wake up+attend the lecture!morning till evening..
gonna study the bio+chem+phy+math aaagggaaaiiinnnn....!
*haish,5 months xsentuh buku ni maccammane*
finishing my assignmentSSSS~
'brain2,speed2 again taw+active2 balik taw'
'legs,u've to walk here n there,be ready,kay?'
'attention level,raise again,des?..hahhaa!'
'eating tyme,ermmmm~ni yg cerewet sket'
'sleep at nite?..wua~hope xhomesyik,nak tido next to my sist,hope my room8 can stand sleeps wif the light on,could she?'..*hopin 4 this*
'homesyik,pegi jauh2'
'have to biase2 kan balik sleep late+w8 up early'

blaja btol2 k=)
struggle~
the others da start study daa especially the matrix students..~
compared to them,mmg tertinggal dah..
compared to the utp students,lagilaa~
"niat tue kna btol,niat tue kna ikhlas..pegi nak blaja taw"
[advices from the 'putik' hall]=)
aim for the pointer k?
focus2 taw=)
ehhemm!!survive+stand on my own feet;)
jgn maen2 k,not to enjoy larh dtg cni~
dulu,can't wait rite to further my study egen?
so,now,u've to manfaatkan that eagernez k?
[atc,daa terbiasa kat umah ni~] haha!
whatever pn,eager as much as possible k?
be xcited!=)
yeeeeehhhhaaaaa~~

^^~_sTudy modE_~^^

~bloggers,c u from there soon,k~

remember me??

hee~it's kuyah's novel's title atc,
which i finished in two days!!~444 pages;)
no wonder it's best seller...it should, ok..hahaha
mmg besh!=)
[novel the lord of the ring xtaw ble nak abes2...];)

erm..
lot of things hepen laa..
but now i'm enjoying maself readim ghejak's blog;)..he's startin bloggin egen~exem da abes,ya?? ^^

mentioning [n not to mention all] wat hepen yesterday~
+really have a gud tyme wif kuyah n ca
+eyy,akan ku buktikan i'll survive ok che afif ye!haha!
+i'm buying a beautiful ring curved 'S'...;) i though kuyah din realize it laa,rite??well,she did choose me better...;p
+the day b4 yesterday?=congr8 to everi1 yg dapat cheque 500 tue
+tenkiu to mejja 4 informin kuyah~
+adam+apih+mJ+mc T is studyin together2 egen![alpharian kumpul2 c2 ye?...]
+meetin pokka+faryzal at the bowling site
+wahaha!i'm gonna have my twilight book soon???...faryzal promoted it laa..
+i have to buy ca a book next year for his pezen...eragorn??...hope i cud find it n i hope my money can afford it laa...thats 4 sure...
+mistakes m8 us better,kan??...cheer la nyn~

**yah,dop umah,jgn borim2 ye~hahahaa~

****
~update~

i wasssssss riiiiittttteeee!!!
i know i was riiteee!!!
n
i'm rittteee!!
my 'um-mates' will 'leave' me..
faryzal'll go for the oversea offer=mara
mejja=jpa
pja=jpa
daoh=will continue his rpkj?
paiz=will continue his??...[i hope not]...;p
ih,meh join ore;p
hahaha!

sob3~
sob3~