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there's urgency of reverting timeline to old fb layout that i cant resist.
but to the concern of bb's speed, it's delayed for sure.
the swirling mixture of feelings.the dark mass of guilt, the ripple of fear.too much confusion being dragged in,it has been countless time of thinking in considering to put one partial stop. this imperfection sometimes overwhelmed, caging self in own fragile prison, self made.
this fragment of life captures the section when it gets me breathless without the essence of spirit.paralyzed by grief and terror,in the searching of perfection. they are often barely noticed as they're good at being hidden. Allah, the Almighty is never fail to console, replacing the dismaying heart with the cozy one.
the maelstrom of sadness spreads inside, but i always good in masking it. ( yeke ? )
is iman get lulled and then dulled by those extras rest & my ignored- habluminallah & habluminannas?
" when burbles in you is the feeling-something is wrong somewhere-rasa serba tak kena+ tak tenang-resah gelisah- recheck balik tahajud+ikhlas+hubungan dengan Allah"
kifarah dosa juga :o
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