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if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.

there's never a single fault in His susunan.

the wasnt-so-okay tone was noticeable &  i'm building the wall of trying not to crush the idea that i'd contributed to it but the bricks are out of quality which they may need more adhesive, maybe some cement more in strengthen the structure. oh, the cement is out of the stock.

just like how non polar drugs are easily absorbed to the blood brain barrier, instead, i wish the non polar drugs are the idea of i'm being okay with the phrase  everything is still being in  line, all are still attached to their place, ignoring how time has changed them. please non polar drugs, dont be converted to polar form yet. at least, maybe not now. yet or never, the Lord who at the first place who creates all the drugs, bricks and blood brain barrier has the answer.

at whatever speed, at whatever angle, it's spine tingling of maintaining the reservoir of ATP to the concern of energy consuming of being always okay, hussnuzon at every each things that the cornea and the lens of eye bulb do not see, and forever and ever, the heart and assumption will never work out because He's never grants the grandchildren of Adam with the art of knowing and reading other's ppl mind and ppl hearts. so dont. me and you, please dont.

whether the voice box was tuning to serious tone  or the maybe the cochlea is wrongly interpreted its sound wave, the brain maybe does not should to conclude its output, except the blood brain barrier is good enough to enable the non polar drugs to conquer all the brain activity, stimulates everything.

dont let the non polar drugs interfere your coordination because for what has the brain instructed its soldier, sending message to the nervous system, 

nothing is befalled on you, except He has jotted all of them down millions years ago.

it's something wrong somewhere if the lecturer tell you, you're blessed with all A, but he might not giving you the paper yet, and  your brain is still blending with the thought of what your results should be, and worse, the time and mind are tortured of not trusting of the lecturer's words. it's time-wasting & it's unnecessary act. thus, intrinsic and extrinsic pathway should collaborate aggressively to produce platelets and heal the hurt and scar as soon as possible.

& i'm not in splurging myself in clinical chemistry assignment at all now, i'm in the mid of completing arab video and waiting for it to load, and waiting for the Lord's answer to be loading too in unknown time.but time do flies with all His test, mehnah and tribulation and all.

and yes, i'm in tense now when i'm pampering myself with this post, of having one test and one practical final blood bank this morning which i'll accept for what the result it will be, and thanks mum for the words, i love you mum and tomorrow is submitting arab video and at the same time, we'll be in cinema-like to watch all the videos and i'm like-ha? and the next day is hematology test and practical test hematology and friday is clinical chemistry day which everyone will be horrified and terrified and i'm included with long period of time that i didnt push the calculator button and i must do the warming up step. and the questions themselves of cc practical final which gonna shivers us.

heart-peacemaking word: 

everything is already written up there:)