sealed

status:

kak abid's walimah. tomorrow.

alfatihah for her father, who returned to Him, last week.

sanggup tak nak kahwin dengan diri sendiri?

yes. your own self.

sebab our life partner to be, tak jauh beza pun dengan kita. seriously. 

He did promise, in His Holy Book.

logical thinking, Allah do announce, of His keadilan.

i do, & always always always believe.

innakala tukliful mi'ad. He'll never fail in His promise.

well, what you give, you get back.

& juga sebab, Tuhan sebelum kahwin, adalah Tuhan yang sama selepas kahwin.

law of causes & effect?

ikhtilat, eyes-gazing, akhlak, tolong orang lain, daily activities, hubungan dengan Allah etc.

yes, seriously.

it's mere fantasy-of changing your own self selepas kahwin, if u're not changing yourself now. you are you. what's might change you, maybe, in the term of responsibility.

responsibility might change you, yes, but in what's percent? 

you rely on responsibilities? to change you?

i have my married brothers & sisters.

& i lived, & i know them, before & after marriage.

observation & results have been made :P

sanggup tak nak kahwin dengan diri sendiri?

digest this question. churn it well.

tiba-tiba ainin serius.tapi betul, serius.

i'm questioning myself too.