closer or further away?

.. Or am I just too busy, trying to manage everything around me and forgetting about the fact that I need You, to manage me? ;’( ya Allah~

(T T)

status:

of watching KCB-Meraih Redha Illahi episode 4, over 25 episodes:)

it does lend me precious, consoling Allah's words:)

confusion & confusion,

whether you're doing something, right because of Allah or not:

"Mudah sahaja. Jika dengan berbuat 'something' itu, kamu rasa semakin dekat dengan Allah, kamu semakin rajin ke masjid, kamu semakin suka mengaji Al-Qur'an, semakin suka menuntut ilmu, maka itu adalah kita buat kerana Allah. Insya-Allah.

Tapi, jika jika berbuat something itu (berprogram contohnya), kita semakin jauh dari Allah, semakin malas ke masjid, semakin tidak ada masa untuk membaca Al-Qur'an. Lupakanlah. kerana ia adalah petunjuk ke arah kesesatan!"

rechecking.

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status:
" kamu semua ni- tin kosong! "-akhi syawal,UTP
it stabs but it's the best way of saving the drowning daies-seriously.
may Allah bless you. 






dear daie, 
do fill yourself with appropriate right things to your cans,
you mention you are dragging others to the light,
when you yourself think you are perfect enough, your cans are full enough,
till your eyes are blind, of your own dark side,
whiten the black, purify the white.
dont ever feel you're always better,because
"tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke liang lahad"




assalamualaikum.hye hye! i miss youu:)
i've been home since 23rd december update: of course this is my typing error- 23rd january:P but yea, daies do need their rest to topup their inner contents back. he make all of us feel that-we havent nothing. it takes times to recover-it means,to muhasabah:) again & again. thank you & thank you.


one
my brother gonna engaged on 4th february at ampang. yellow+cream+brown weehuuu!


two
 i'm not into pink, but i always destined to be with pink. so hye hye my pinky honda icon:))
alhamdullilah.
scooter first, license second,(at least i already have my 2009's L *i just renew it.thanks to my abah^^ ) big HAHA :D


3rd
my life may not going the way that i planned it, but it goes exactly like Allah planned it.
KWD is something,right? :P but tak ada rezeki nak jumpa join. because once i'm home,it means you wont be allowed to be out of kelantan at all. mum's approval is Allah's approval. sorry my dear team.i know they are hoping;( but, maybe it's the best for me, for us too. dont talk about frustration,i'm on my way of managing it.smile:)


4th
6 rabiulawal is my birthday.
so, i'm 21 now.big HAHA again:D



5th
feeling so-   i cant describe the feeling.it's such like-u dont know how to say thanks to HIM.
how and how much. i dont know. but seriously being lucky.
to be one, among them.
to met all those great ppl,
pengarah program-ceramah santai ustaz azhar idrus
penulis buku-sultan muhammad alfateh- i cant believe it i met him:)
etc & ect. honestly they are great great great ppl. 








all in all,
my iman dying at home, i just hope it can be saved throughout the holiday^^
"iman always has its up & down, but the matter is, how you manage to make it up again & again"


all in all,
aturan Allah itu sangatlah cantik:)

compensation

status:

also being scheduled on 17th jan's 2.39 am

taken somewhere:

Tidak sedikitpun yang Allah akan ambil dari kita, kecuali Allah ganti dengan yang lebih baik dan lebih banyak lagi kepada kita. Asalkan kita mahu BERSABAR dan REDHA atas segala ketetapanNya. Janganlah kita bersedih atas suatu musibah atau kesulitan, kerana setiap musibah atau kesulitan yang ditakdirkan Allah kepada kita, merupakan suatu ujian yang telah disiapkan kebaikan dan pahala yang sangat besar.

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku.. Aku telah lupa pada janji-janjiMu dan janji-janjiku padaMu."