brittle bricks

status:

guiltiness. of failing in taking care of self-health.

having very very low blood pressure 80/50 + swollen tonsil.needs so much fluid now:)

mode:mind & thought & du'as--->on becoming result. 

being slapped so hard here.

“aku dah berusaha, and aku bertawakkal..tapi kenapa fail jugak..” T.T

Rupanya di dasar hati saya, saya bukan betul2 tawakkal/berserah pada Dia. Sebaliknya, saya sbenarnya still nak pilih 

sendiri outcome untuk usaha saya. Bukan biar Dia yang pilihkan.

 Percayalah, kalau kita dah trust Dia, serious tak mungkin Dia sambil lewa je ruin kan kita. Seriously ohh tak tahu nak cakap macam mana, tapi betul… Di saat kita betul3 berpaut pada Dia, ingat Dia akan lepaskan tangan kita?

Serahkan pada Dia. Biar Dia pilih. Betul2 biar Dia pilihkan. Allah al alim. Maha Luas knowledge nya.

” Dan hanya kepada Allah hendaknya kamu bertawakkal, jika kamu benar-benar orang yang beriman “

Al maidah ayat 23.

Jika benar2 kita orang beriman. Sobss. Terpukul di situ.

quoted:

"i surrender my nafs, my qalb, and my life to you ya allah. take it and mold it to your liking and wishes, for i am incapable of sustaining or understanding.

this is my shahada."

cloaked

Surat Al-Muddaththir (The Cloaked One) - سورة المدثر

1-10

O you who covers himself [with a garment],

Arise and warn

And your Lord glorify

And your clothing purify

And uncleanliness avoid

And do not confer favor to acquire more

But for your Lord be patient.

And when the trumpet is blown,

That Day will be a difficult day

For the disbelievers - not easy.

Wahai orang yang berselimut!

Bangunlah serta berilah peringatan dan amaran (kepada umat manusia).

Dan Tuhanmu, maka ucaplah dan ingatlah kebesaranNya!

Dan pakaianmu, maka hendaklah engkau bersihkan.

Dan segala kejahatan, maka hendaklah engkau jauhi.

Dan janganlah engkau memberi (sesuatu, dengan tujuan hendak) mendapat lebih banyak daripadanya.

Dan bagi (menjalankan perintah) Tuhanmu, maka hendaklah engkau bersabar (terhadap tentangan musuh)!

Kerana apabila telah ditiup sangkakala,

Maka saat yang demikian adalah saat (berlakunya) hari yang sukar -

Kepada orang-orang kafir, lagi tidak mudah (mengelak azabnya).

this surah goes to prophet muhammad( peace be upon him) & which reveals the command from Allah for him to spread da'wa.

i just interested in sharing on 4th and 5th.

4th, i got it from ustaz don in tv alhijrah:)

Allah has make it clear- that daies have to be in beautiful manner!

proper attires+tip top cleanliness .

because actions speak louder than words.

5th,i talk by myself. hee:P do correct me if i'm wrong.

& please,i'm not doing the tafsir-mind you.

it is on-

avoid all the sins. the daies have to AVOID the uncleanliness + dark side of things.

i know we're all humans,having our own liking,desires & lust

tapi jaga hati tak senang kann?

syurga-nak masuk pun tak senang kann? kann?

sometimes when we're with friends yag soleh solehah segala-kita pun soleh solehah tawadhuk segala jugaklah. tapi time2 bila lalai turning 360 degree-rasa teruk gile pun ada jugak kann. hehe. kamu & saya la tu.


tapi, tapi, tapi Allah ada pesann tao:

sesungguhnya hari kiamat itu akan datang. Aku merahsiakan waktunya agar supaya tiap-tiap diri itu dibalas dengan apa yang ia usahakan.

maka sekali-kali janganlah kamu dipalingkan daripadanya oleh orang yang tidak beriman kepadanya dan oleh orang yang mengikuti hawa nafsunya, yang menyebabkan kamu jadi binasa.

surah Ta Ha: 15 & 16

 i bold that significant matters.so,Allah is with His love is talking to us,

we just cant let ourselves of continuously being dissolved with those  dissolving thingie.

yes,i make my vocab myself  & HAHA & please understand that:D

self reflection of mine for the most part of this post.

because he has once told: "convey from me, even one verse"

i hope its hydrogen gas will run out faster

If you love something let it go. If it comes back its yours. If it doesnt it never was.
Bertawakal lah dengan tawakal ibu Musa. (:

eushahida~

status:

kelantan.

her post tickles me about my tawakkal towards Allah.

it cant be compared to nabi musa's mum T T

i promise it'll be better,in trusting Allah. plus this is between me and Him, rite?

not with the others. i know He wont let me down:')

uztaz azhar idrus:

"there's no any wrong in missing someone,(among different gender)

selagi mana tak zahirkan in any form or any kind of  medium."

plus if it doesnt affect your quality of ibadah-Hilal asyraf

& know what?

i just know the existence of this du'a :

kalau rindukan seseorang, angkat tangan dan berdoalah pada Allah..

"Ya Allah, sampaikan salam rindu kepada( nama penuh ) sehingga aku menjadi kerinduannya "

*doa Nabi Yusuf*

i think i shouldnt share. 


*nausea.muntah
tak baik wat g2,doa nabi lah ni! :P

all in all, i hope everyone is clear with our real purpose on this dunya.

datang dari Allah untuk pergi juga kepada Allah.

he or she is just a reason to be closer with Him, not

Him, is the reason to be closer with him/her.

dia hanya wasilah, & Allah itu matlamat,bukan 

Allah itu wasilah, & dia itu matlamat.