June 6, 2012

deprives



& Allah said: 
I am with the ones whose hearts are torn


hadith Qudsi:')





determination



status:
an-nisa' :95



Sahih International
Not equal are those believers remaining [at home] - other than the disabled - and the mujahideen, [who strive and fight] in the cause of Allah with their wealth and their lives. Allah has preferred the mujahideen through their wealth and their lives over those who remain [behind], by degrees. And to both Allah has promised the best [reward]. But Allah has preferred the mujahideen over those who remain [behind] with a great reward -


Malay
Tidaklah sama keadaan orang-orang yang duduk (tidak turut berperang) dari kalangan orang-orang yang beriman - selain daripada orang-orang yang ada keuzuran - dengan orang-orang yang berjihad (berjuang) pada jalan Allah (untuk membela Islam) dengan harta dan jiwanya. Allah melebihkan orang-orang yang berjuang dengan harta benda dan jiwa mereka atas orang-orang yang tinggal duduk (tidak turut berperang kerana uzur) dengan kelebihan satu darjat. Dan tiap-tiap satu (dari dua golongan itu) Allah menjanjikan dengan balasan yang baik (Syurga), dan Allah melebihkan orang-orang yang berjuang atas orang-orang yang tinggal duduk (tidak turut berperang dan tidak ada sesuatu uzur) dengan pahala yang amat besar;




tidaklah sama;)



June 5, 2012

lord



status:
yah!, your calls were when i'm in prayers & on the road. hu.mintaq maaf.


Nasihat Sheikh Abd al-Qadir al-Jailani kepada si anak murid,
 “Jangan engkau mendakwa dirimu sebagai Allah, tatkala engkau mahukan semua kehendakmu berlaku. Engkau mahu semua yang engkau hajatkan menjadi kenyataan. Ketika engkau mempunyai harapan yang begitu, engkau seperti mendakwa dirimu Tuhan. 
Kerana hanya Tuhan yang berhak begitu!”

Jangan harapan itu menimbulkan rasa kecewa apabila ia tidak kesampaian, hingga kita
terlupa kita hanyalah hamba. 
Hamba yang boleh berharap, namun segalanya pulang kepada kehendak Tuhan.







June 4, 2012

replaceable


it is Allah who bless you everything, with His Kekuatan & Kurnia.jgn dop perasan sgt.

status:
everyone has their own battlefield.


Dengan nama Allah atas diriku, hartaku & agamaku, Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku ini rela dengan apa2 yang telah Engkau tentukan dan berilah berkat untukku dalam segala yang telah ditakdirkan padaku sehingga aku tidak menginginkan cepatnya sesuatu yang Tuhan perlambatkan, atau terlambatnya sesuatu yang Tuhan percepatkan.

Riwayat al-Dailami



June 3, 2012

ended


status:
I know that You could easily
Take away every thing You’ve given me
And I try to remember
Not to take anything for granted
‘Cause I know that one day
Suddenly this will all come to an end
So my last wish is for you to be pleased with Me
Chorus:
Allah, Ya Allah
Guide me all the way to your Jannah
Ya Allah, Ya Allah
Don’t let me go astray ’cause I need you
By my side, I wish to be close
Close to You throughout my life
Ya Allah, oh Allah!
Be with me all the way
I know that sometime I do
I do forget that my last breath could be the last
Forgive me ’cause I cant thank you enough
Forgive me when I doubt your love

Now I pray for that day
when all this stops and comes to an end
So my last wish is for You to be pleased with me
CHORUS
Day by day passes
And I think that my time could be near
So I pray: O God let this world be in my hands
And not in my hear
‘Cause soon I’ll have to leave it [X2]
CHORUS [X3]
Guide me all the way
Don’t let me go astray
-maher zain-


8 ++ pm.
i was almost be in an accident.
the car could crash my soul & body somehow at the T-junction on my DBY.
thank you Allah for this life,thank you for still saving me though i forgot to thank you  throughout my 20+ years of my living.

it's such-in one second.
the head is whole-heavy-& i'm already wandering nowhere.
wandering to tests & problems=resolution from Him, till i ignored of how He's taking care of me, resolved mine one after one after one and one.
He's reminding somehow.
forgive me my Dear.

blood bank test II tomorrow.
pray for me~


May 28, 2012

shoes


week 11th
hommie-family time :)
week 12th

May 20, 2012

explosive

status:
the hard battle is against yourself.
i know updating blog is tidak baik untuk kesihatan when the works are seriously load & leak!



do pray 4 me dear friends.
esok test histo & present cc!
hematology manual- due date-tonite~
*trembling~