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i choose this picture due to the red ballooonsss:P

Imaam Ibn al-Qayyim (may Allaah have mercy on him) said in his famous book Al-Waabil As-Sayyib Min Kalaam At-Tayyib:

…So if Allaah intends goodness for His slave [after he has fallen into a sin], He opens up the doors of repentance for him and puts [in his heart] the feeling of need [for Allaah] and makes him dependant upon Allaah. Allaah grants him humbleness and brings him closer to Himself through enabling him to preform good deeds, and this one sin was the reason behind a [mountain] of good deeds, so much so that the enemy of Allaah [Iblees] will say, ”O how I wish I had never made him commit that one sin!”

This is the meaning of some of the Salaf’s saying:

“Verily, a slave commits a sin and thereby enters Jannah [because of it] and he preforms a good deed and enters Hell because of it.”

They said, “And how is this?”

And it was said:

“[This is because] he commits the sin and he does not cease shedding tears concerning it, fearing [its consequence] regretting it, feeling shameful before his Lord the Most High. Hanging his head low with a broken heart, because of this, the sin is in truth more beneficial for him as it is the source of many good deeds after it. And through it the slave attains salvation and success, so much so that this sin becomes the reason for the slave to enter jannah [i.e through the mercy of Allaah].
And he [might] preform a good deed and does not cease in mentioning that, and feeling full of pride and is amazed at himself saying “I did and I did!” [i.e boasting] so pride enters [his heart] which results in his destruction.”

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Allah sebenarnya, want us to have feeling of need towards Him:')

sometimes, kita, 'perlukan 'sin' untuk dekat dengan Allah ,sbb kadang2 good deeds menjauhkan ,Maha Suci Allah dr sifat zalim & aniaya.

 Allahuarabbi :'(

Ya Allah, aku berlindung drpd dosa yg tak aku kesali & goods deeds that drag me to pride :'(

trophozoites

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going to today's lecture-

arabic, bloodbankII lab(major crossmatch) when u mix patient's serum with donor's blood to check their compatibility.

parasite lab-deal with stool/faecal specimen i think so

dr izham, parasite's lecturer:

"it doesnt about how much you eat, it's about how much you digest"

it's so true, when it comes to knowledge,

mmg blaja banyak2, tapi banyak mana kita boleh apply?

that's ours. so, apply & absorb them banyak2!

with Allah's willing & blessing.

the only barrier you & your knowledge is just your sin,

kalau ssah sgt nak digest, istighfarlah~

minuscule

If you want your life to go in order: remember your prayers in order.

If you want to be at places on time: pray your prayers on time.

If you want Allah to be there: be there for Allah when you pray

.If you want to feel important: make your prayers important. 

If you want to be a better person: fix your prayers.

If your life is not going as planned, look to your prayers. 

Perfect them and your problems will seem minuscule in shaa’ Allah.

eminence

"never get tired from asking Allah, because Allah will never get tired of giving us"

ajarkan,bimbinglah, tuntunlah kami my Dear Lord.

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kenapa che yam balik awal sgt?

tak sempat nak bagi buku tadi:P

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we're so familiar with:

ya Allah, bless us with a husband/wife that'll make us closer to you, that'll make us fall in love with You, each day,

ya Allah, kurniakan kami suami/isteri yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

tapi,kita selalu terlupa:

ya Allah, kurniakan kami

parents yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

adik2,kakak2, abang2 yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

lecturer2 yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

sahabat2 yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

kawan2, housemate, roomate yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

keadaan sekeliling yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

buku-buku yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

makanan yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

rezeki yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

kebahagiaan yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

masa hadapan yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

aktiviti yang kami lakukan sehari-hari yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

ya Allah, kurniakan kami hati yang mendekatkan kami kepada Engkau Ya Allah,

kurniakan lah kami Ya Allah,kurniakanlah. kasihanilah kami.

if we cant be grateful for what we've now, how can we'll be grateful for what's ahead?

bukan ke yang ada sekarang, yang kita mintak dulu ke?

if we cant be grateful for what's little, how we can be grateful for yang banyak?

bukan ke sikit dulu ke baru banyak?

close your eyes & open,

all thing lying in front of us are all His. nothing ours :'(

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i dont know why my facebook is still in deactivated mode though i'd activated it.

this year is third year we're all together & my exhousemates are never fail to miss out any present for my birthday :') terharuuu, eventhough we're not always being together, after i moved out.

early 2012, i started talking to myself, that tak nak beriya-riya sgt la nak wish birthday orang, whether i wish or not, lagi lagilah, saya ni bukannya mereka kenal sangat, entah ingat entah tidak.

but now, just after my birthday, i'm total opposite of that.

insyaallah, sekecik mana,sesimple mana pun, insyaallah saya akan usahakan for the gift, insyaallah, friend & close friend, family insyaallah.

the feeling is nice.no matter simple or murah pun gift or present that i'd received, 

but i do emphasize on 'their willing on spending their sedikit space on their mind on me,

 their time spent to think what gift to buy,time spent  to buy, it's enough to make me terharuuuuu.

Ad-Dailami meriwayatkan daripada Anas r.a.; Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w. yang bermaksud; “Kerapkanlah memberi hadiah kerana ia boleh meneguhkan kasih sayang dan menghilangkan persanggitan hati.” (Riwayat Thabrani)

Dalam hadith yang lain Baginda bersabda:

“salinglah kalian memberi hadiah, kelak kalian akan lebih mesra dan kasih.” 
(Riwayat Malik)

erti hidup pada memberi.there's happiness there.
orang yang bagi tu happy sebenarnya.
-prof muhaya-

ferraryyy

“Tak adil la kalau kita nak judge pasal Islam dengan tengok orang Muslim sekarang sebab kebanyakan Muslims sekarang ni pun bukannya betul-betul seratus peratus practice Islam.Tapi walau horrible macam mana pun seorang Muslim tu,Islam itself masih cantik jugak.”

“True.”

“Nak pakai contoh mudah,kita pakai analogi orang homeless dengan Ferrari sebijik la.Kalau kita tengok Ferrari merah seksi berkilat tu sebijik depan mata kita,tengok dari angle mana pun memang tetap lawa.Walaupun kalau letak Ferrari tu tengah-tengah kawasan setinggan.Lagi la nampak lawa sebab relativity dengan environment keliling buat dia nampak lagi lawa kalau nak banding letak dia kat tengah-tengah showroom."

Sudu mengacau teh di dalam mug. "Kira macam realiti sekarang la.In the midst of moral decay yang segala benda rosak and corrupt,lagi la Islam tu nampak macam sinar percahayaan agung ulung yang boleh menentang kegelapan azali,gitu?"

Terdiam.

"Kau terkedu tu sebab analogi aku ke laut ke,kau speechless?"

"Speechless dengan analogi kau punya bahasa." Sengih. "Tapi betul la tu."

Sengih berbalas.Sudu diletak ke dalam piring.

"Dan kalau kita nak pakai analogi a not-so-good-Muslim yang membawa Islam kononnya,boleh je kalau kita nak bayangkan orang homeless yang selekeh comot habis tu bawak Ferrari lawa tu.Ferrari tu masih tetap lawa.Tak kisah la siapa yang bawak pun.Ni bukan contoh aku reka,ni contoh yang aku baca.”

"Tapi berapa ramai antara kita yang jadi driver Ferrari yang selekeh serabai tu?" Mug teh dicapai.

Angkat kening double-jerk. "Nak jadi driver Ferrari yang smart kena usaha la.Ingat nikmat Ferrari tu sendiri senang nak dapat?Heh."

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mari kita sama-sama jadi 'driver' Ferrari yang smart pakai tux atau yang sebangsa dengannya.kalau serabai nak bawak Ferrari apa kes?mencemar daulat Ferrari itu namanya,no?

may Allah bless.


by Hlovate