defying tomorrow & tomorrow

alolo.comelnya **,
He gives me a space to wander,
because now i hope the little,comel2 boy who is running towards the jemaah is mine.
haha.& i'm not in jiwang-ish mode when i'm writing this.
that particular boy is magnet,doesnt he?i feel the north-south attraction.others too,i bet:)


however,for the time sake, i do pray he's my nephew-to-be.




& here i am,1.2o am,18 ramadhan 1432H
telling you phase two of ramadhan has reached to its verge.
hence,how's your ramadhan?how's your tarawikh?
i  bet i heard those up-& down tone of voice replying positive answers.
i hope so.








p/s:how's raisha doing there~

leap behind

once upon a time in february,2010.

there'll be those times i'll be stucked inside of what we'd endured through.if i'd told u that i've to survive & need extra oxygen to breath in those suffocating days at UM,& they're the aids that Allah lent me.yesss others too outside this picture,not to name them but of course che wani,tifa,auni,mira got swirled to compete for the first rangking,okay,there wont be one person who gonna get that rank.wink~pulling ourselves away were hard,when an alterable fact that knocked us at the end of one year finally reached to its final line.for this picture,three stays three out.things wont never be the same again.clock wont turned back its hand.it's my guilty pleasure of staying away from UM since it's my toughest battle that fortunately didnt kill me when Allah blessed me one extra mol of zinc & aluminium to add on my armour for the sake of holding on.owh.sharper blade to fight against,moving forward too.i had admitted,countless time,in telling you of some portion of thing,(of course,it's not all) they turned me edgy & edgier.i wasnt alone,i knew.i didnt lied for the confession.it's the truth.but the another truth is the reminiscences there bombed & the explosions were big.


thanks for what Allah planned,arranged for me which i believe,engineered a better future,insyaallah.
it's never a mistake. :)

belongs to Al-Malik

status:

che wani has reached 19th juz.

aish.aish. ;)

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Bisikkan ke dalam hatimu yang paling dalam;

 Dia bukan milikku. Dan aku pun bukan miliknya. Pemilik segala ialah Al-Malik. Dialah yang memiliki dan menguasai segala-galanya. Pada kita hanya amanah, sampai masanya terpaksa diserah. Jangan ada rasa dimiliki, dan jangan ada rasa memiliki. Bila terasa sepi, jangan katakan aku sepi~

Tapi katakan kita sentiasa ada pemerhati merangkap penjaga buat kita~ ♥

a reminder.note to self.

over & over again.