June 22, 2012

radiant

 thanks 4 this silent note dear TYDP.uhibbukifillah:) 

the sense of fear comes when we depends too much on our efforts.
innallahamaana, remember?



all the best untuk achik angah yang present FYP today.
all the best untuk kita che yam and che yah untuk practical final clinical chemistry III.
selamat plot levey jenning chart! go go


ikim:
islamic scholars ulama2 dahulu bersusah2 fikir berusaha nak bagi manfaat dekat masyarakat & lahirlah ahli dan pakar2 kimia dann sebagaiinyaa.
kita?








tanamlah kecintaan terhadap ilmu:)
untuk ummah~




June 21, 2012

truly


april 2012
me: jelesnya amanina buleh g bidadari dunia. siap bulleh gamba ng ustzah fatimah  syarha

amanina:ore lame doh dop doa buleh g situ & etc & etc. tp kak enin insyaallah ade rezeki    bulleh jumpa dye jgopp.ore nak g umrah makkah pahni, nanti nak pesan or suh doa gapo2 oyak la:)

me: (mode xleh tahan jeles)

15june2012
me: best g makkah?
amanina:bestt sanggaatttt. sy doakan akak kat sana:) takpe nanti ade rezeki akak plak ke sana ea.

19 june 2012
amanina: jumaat ni akak kena datang tau mass gathering prm.ada somethg spesel
me: erk.wahh.eksaited.:)
amanina: ada 2 suprise untuk akak. somethg yang akak impikan. insyaallah sy tunaikan.

& i just cant imagine what the 2 surprises are. being among of those who involve for prm's mass gathering this friday, then i know one of the surprises. she had invited ustzh fatimah syarha:') for me?
for me & all.wuu. touched.i'd waited for so long to meet her.uhibbukifillah dear.semoga Allah sayang kamu sgt2.

cepat atau lambat, Allah is granting most of our wish, but we often stare so long to those which yang tak digranted that Allah has replaced with something better.kita ni yang tak pandai nak terima kasih Allah.


& i, with full of hope,
rely & believe & trust.
for what had she & my mum, prayed for me depan kaabah tu:')
prayers that i'm not going to state them here of course:P
but i know deep inside, with Allah willing, insyaallah:)



19th hadith of imam nawawi's:

Dari Abu Al Abbas Abdullah bin Abbas radhiallahuanhuma, beliau berkata : Suatu saat saya berada dibelakang nabi shollallohu ‘alaihi wa sallam, maka beliau bersabda : Wahai ananda, saya akan mengajarkan kepadamu beberapa perkara: Jagalah Allah, niscaya dia akan menjagamu, Jagalah Allah niscaya Dia akan selalu berada dihadapanmu. Jika kamu meminta, mintalah kepada Allah, jika kamu memohon pertolongan, mohonlah pertolongan kepada Allah. Ketahuilah sesungguhnya jika sebuah umat berkumpul untuk mendatangkan manfaat kepadamu atas sesuatu, mereka tidak akan dapat memberikan manfaat sedikitpun kecuali apa yang telah Allah tetapkan bagimu, dan jika mereka berkumpul untuk mencelakakanmu atas sesuatu , niscaya mereka tidak akan mencelakakanmu kecuali kecelakaan yang telah Allah tetapkan bagimu. Pena telah diangkat dan lembaran telah kering.


jaga hati dengan sungguh2 lagi eyh?
sy pun nak jejakkan kaki kat makkah jgak.kalau boleh sekarang.kalau xleh skrg, tahun ni, kalau tak boelh tahun ni, tahun depan.seriously, i aim for that.
sahabat & readers, tolong doakan jgak ea.



June 20, 2012

envious


status:
is listening this:)
tune this now at ikim.fm!
& is studying clinical chemistry.


seriously, i envy them.







i wonder this is the reason why Allah fated me to skip my psscm's class tonite:P
& i'm still in confusion whether to quit it or not.
nak keluar ke tak?is the certificate worth with those thingie thingie & thingie
ya Allah, show me the way~



June 19, 2012

dependent



lahaulawalaquwwataillabillah
hasbiyallahawaniqmalwakil.hasbiyallahawaniqmalwakil

do trust in Him.
cukuplah hanya Dia.






loading


our the making of~
:D




June 18, 2012

capsule



if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
there's never a single fault in His susunan.

the wasnt-so-okay tone was noticeable &  i'm building the wall of trying not to crush the idea that i'd contributed to it but the bricks are out of quality which they may need more adhesive, maybe some cement more in strengthen the structure. oh, the cement is out of the stock.
just like how non polar drugs are easily absorbed to the blood brain barrier, instead, i wish the non polar drugs are the idea of i'm being okay with the phrase  everything is still being in  line, all are still attached to their place, ignoring how time has changed them. please non polar drugs, dont be converted to polar form yet. at least, maybe not now. yet or never, the Lord who at the first place who creates all the drugs, bricks and blood brain barrier has the answer.
at whatever speed, at whatever angle, it's spine tingling of maintaining the reservoir of ATP to the concern of energy consuming of being always okay, hussnuzon at every each things that the cornea and the lens of eye bulb do not see, and forever and ever, the heart and assumption will never work out because He's never grants the grandchildren of Adam with the art of knowing and reading other's ppl mind and ppl hearts. so dont. me and you, please dont.
whether the voice box was tuning to serious tone  or the maybe the cochlea is wrongly interpreted its sound wave, the brain maybe does not should to conclude its output, except the blood brain barrier is good enough to enable the non polar drugs to conquer all the brain activity, stimulates everything.
dont let the non polar drugs interfere your coordination because for what has the brain instructed its soldier, sending message to the nervous system, 
nothing is befalled on you, except He has jotted all of them down millions years ago.

it's something wrong somewhere if the lecturer tell you, you're blessed with all A, but he might not giving you the paper yet, and  your brain is still blending with the thought of what your results should be, and worse, the time and mind are tortured of not trusting of the lecturer's words. it's time-wasting & it's unnecessary act. thus, intrinsic and extrinsic pathway should collaborate aggressively to produce platelets and heal the hurt and scar as soon as possible.

& i'm not in splurging myself in clinical chemistry assignment at all now, i'm in the mid of completing arab video and waiting for it to load, and waiting for the Lord's answer to be loading too in unknown time.but time do flies with all His test, mehnah and tribulation and all.
and yes, i'm in tense now when i'm pampering myself with this post, of having one test and one practical final blood bank this morning which i'll accept for what the result it will be, and thanks mum for the words, i love you mum and tomorrow is submitting arab video and at the same time, we'll be in cinema-like to watch all the videos and i'm like-ha? and the next day is hematology test and practical test hematology and friday is clinical chemistry day which everyone will be horrified and terrified and i'm included with long period of time that i didnt push the calculator button and i must do the warming up step. and the questions themselves of cc practical final which gonna shivers us.



heart-peacemaking word: 
everything is already written up there:)


  


June 7, 2012

attachment


for my 16years old brother:)


a friend was ever said,
" takpe, kita jaga adik orang,Allah jaga adik kita:) "