i'm scared!

i just..don't know when the times will come...
the '1 fine day' will approached..
when i shall feel nothing staring at it..
even taking my glimpse away!

ainin takut jarum..
n now i realise that i really am...!
camaner nak jd doktor nie...
(++)
i still remember vividly when i was driving wif my cekgu,
pah2,stopla kat stesen minyak...n me pegi toilet...n then,guess wat i'd seen...??
a syringe needle!..kat dalam toilet tue...
ntah saper gune...ntah watpe..
tetibe jer datang rasa sumtin..
rasa takut nak pgg...but me pgg jgak...
nak test..
manala tau..kot kot xtakut daa...
rasa cam lembik je tgn pgg...
mulala pk bende2 plik...pk cam cucuk ngan kuat kat dalam badan..
dush!
[cam yg dr.house buat]...
wawawa...i'm blaming him yg buat me rasa camnie...
rasa2..if me manage to buat dentistry..[insyaAllah..]
n wat praktical..+maen2 ngan jarum...
rasa2..rasa tu akan hilang x??

some1 outta there..!!..hhhHHheLLppP me!!