i'm scared!

i just..don't know when the times will come...
the '1 fine day' will approached..
when i shall feel nothing staring at it..
even taking my glimpse away!

ainin takut jarum..
n now i realise that i really am...!
camaner nak jd doktor nie...
(++)
i still remember vividly when i was driving wif my cekgu,
pah2,stopla kat stesen minyak...n me pegi toilet...n then,guess wat i'd seen...??
a syringe needle!..kat dalam toilet tue...
ntah saper gune...ntah watpe..
tetibe jer datang rasa sumtin..
rasa takut nak pgg...but me pgg jgak...
nak test..
manala tau..kot kot xtakut daa...
rasa cam lembik je tgn pgg...
mulala pk bende2 plik...pk cam cucuk ngan kuat kat dalam badan..
dush!
[cam yg dr.house buat]...
wawawa...i'm blaming him yg buat me rasa camnie...
rasa2..if me manage to buat dentistry..[insyaAllah..]
n wat praktical..+maen2 ngan jarum...
rasa2..rasa tu akan hilang x??

some1 outta there..!!..hhhHHheLLppP me!!

^unhealthy^

i'd got a flu today...[once again..]
~hasssyyyiimm!!~

***update tonite***10.50 p.m**

parents=preparing themselves to sleep..
tati ng tayu=maybe dah tido..*zzZZ*
ghedin=xbalik umah tonite sbb on call kat husm..
da=doesn't have to wait till midnite,waitin 4 ghedin to open n lock again the door..^^
now nie,tgh makan..huhu!
me=in front of this laptop..=)

erm..*wondering*...i remember sumtin...1 of my close fren called me this afternoon,pity him..seemed that many job that xbagi orang blind colour kije..when dye tell me bout his condition tue,cam susah,mmg susahla nak survivela..so,sape2 yg bace dis post...should be grateful,ok...^^..at least,kte normal tau..=)....so happy could hear pokka's voice..[my class's monitor]...after soooo loooong time didn't heard bout him...huhu!...they're gathering at his house for the UPU purpose...sorry A,my hp was in its silent mode...hee~

i called my eldest brother,asking bout him..yup!it's quite hard a blind colour nak involve in engineering..but maybe not 4 civil engineering...hee~i will tell him this good news...but i don't knowla either he's interested or not..

n it wasn't nice to see my mom looked tired this nite..she fell asleep on the cushion..while sitting on it!!..this evening,she juz went to the clinic..but the doctor gave her the undesireable medicine stuff la...erm..may u'll be pampered by oceans of happiness n a good health everyday,mom..ameen..*feeling sad la..*

gd. n8 every1..

valentine through ISLAM's eyes

PANDANGAN ISLAM TENTANG VALENTINE
Dari uraian sejarah Valentine dan hubungannya dengan peradaban Barat saat ini dapat diringkas bahwa Valentine merupakan :

Ritual yang bersumber dari Kristen yang dikukuhkan oleh Paus Galasius untuk mengenang orang suci Kristen yaitu Santo Valentine dan Santo Marius.

Ritual orang-orang Romawi kuno yang pagan (penyembah berhala) untuk memperingati dewi Juno yaitu ratu dari segala dewa-dewi bagi perempuan dan perkawinan ( dewi cinta).

Ritual bangsa Eropa pada abad pertengahan untuk mencari jodoh.

Media Barat untuk mengkokohkan cengkraman peradaban Barat.,

Dari keempat jatidiri Valentine tersebut, tidak satupun yang tidak bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam, alasannya :

Pertama, Valentine merupakan ritual keagamaan yaitu agama Kristen, sehingga Valentine merupakan ibadah bagi agama Kristen, bukti bahwa Valentine sebagai ritual agama Kristen adalah ritual Valentine tersebut dikukuhkan oleh seorang Paus yaitu Paus Galasius untuk memperingati dua orang yang diberi gelar orang suci oleh orang-orang Kristen. Bagi Muslim mengikuti Valentine tersebut adalah sama dengan mengikuti peribadatan orang Kristen, di samping itu ada bahaya yang lain yaitu sinkretisasi antara agama Islam dan Kristen, Allah I telah memerintahkan kita untuk tidak mencampuradukkan ajaran agama Islam dengan ajaran agama manapun termasuk Kristen :
Bagimu agamamu, bagiku agamaku. QS. 109:1-6

Kedua, Valentine untuk memperingati/memuja dewi Juno adalah ritual yang dilakukan oleh orang-orang romawi Kuno yang menyembah berhala/dewa, sehingga mengikuti ritual ini dapat bernilai kesyirikan seperti yang dilakukan oleh orang-orang Romawi Kuno yang menyembah berhala.
Bedakan diri kalian dari orang-orang Musyrik. HR. Bukhari-Muslim

Ketiga, Valentine sebagai sarana untuk mencari jodoh oleh orang-orang Eropa, mereka bertahayul bahwa kasih sayang akan mulai bersemi pada tanggal 14 Pebruari, tahayul adalah salah satu bentuk kesyirikan, sehingga haram hukumnya bagi umat Islam untuk mengikutinya.

Keempat, Valentine sebagai media barat telah diakui daya rusaknya terhadap tatanan masyarakat timur apalagi Islam, mengiktui Valentine bukan saja sekedar pesta untuk menyatakan kasih sayang, tetapi juga pesta yang mau-tidak-mau harus mengikutkan budaya yang lainnya, pergaulan bebas, fashion, pakaian minim, ciuman antara laki-laki dan perempuan yang bukan muhrimnya, hidup glamour, materialistis, dansa-dansa, mengumbar nafsu dan lain-lain.
Barangsiapa yang menyerupai suatu kaum, ia akan termasuk golongan mereka. HR. Ahmad

Tidak dapat diungkiri lagi, Valentine adalah salah satu pintu masuk untuk menjadi sama dengan mereka.

Itulah jatidiri Valentine dan kedudukannya terhadap agama Islam, banyak para muda-mudi yang mengikuti Valentine hanya sekedar ikut-ikutan dan tidak mengetahui apa dan bagaimana Valentine yang sesungguhnya, mereka ikut hanya karena pernah melihat ada yang jualan kartu Valentine atau menerima kartu valentine, atau karena pernah diajak temannya ikut acara Valentine, atau karena pernah melihat propaganda Valentine di majalah-majalah, tv, film dan lain sebagainya, terhadap sikap para muda-mudi yang mengikut saja terhadap apa yang tidak diketahuinya, Allah SWT telah memberikan peringatan :

Dan janganlah kamu megikuti apa yang kamu tidak mempunyai pengetahuan tentangnya. QS. 17:36

so,if u're a muslim or muslimah..don't celebrate valentine day,ok!

wallahua'lam...

~ditutuP~

isn't right that the school leavers can check their matriculation college's offer tonite??
err..i mean,on 9th of february..
hee~
awal2 dye xbkak ek??
hurm..
n i just got this..

aplikasi semakan permohonan program matrikulasi KPM(ditutup)

i plan dat i won't go there..[there pun,xtau katne agie nie...=p].
but i've my high curiousity now..
n i think it won't foil me...;p


btw,i start to adore..
~the adventure of MeRlin~
join me on sunday's nite,ok!^^

"you're just like a side of coin,& another side is Arthur.."

funny enough to see ghedin with his mouth opened for a few minute!!
sorry,ghedin..i'd teased u..=)
"at last,i found a story that made me dumbfounded..*laugh*.."
haha...yela..yela..i'll accompany u ek to watch it..;p

=somEthinG=

dear 6245...

~goOd niTe,eveRyoNe~

the day movin oN,on & oN...

che keri...
hepi buffday,ya!
sweet 17th..=)
all da best in everything u do...
struggle hard like u want me to do last year ek...
be a good leader,k..(~^)

hurm...nak try blogging lam bm eyh..hoho..
allow me to,k..^^

so,last nite me dah abeskan AYAT2 CINTA...
yay!!huhu..tp,me amek lame sgtla nak abeskan...
tp,tq to tati coz bagi me tgk trailer dye...sbb tue rsanak perabih jer novel tu...
lau x,still lanjutkan hari lagi..=)
semoga me dapat baca one more time...
semoga hadis2 n cite2 lam novel tue~dpt igt n same2 b'amal..;)
mmg best la...like sume org told me..
sape2 yg bace dis post,bace ek??
hee~

hurm...skunk,dah masuk bulan 3rd dop kat umah...
wohoho...baru tau..best!!
my simple formula to avoid rasa borink:
i get up in the morning
n i go to bed at night...
n occupy myself as da best as i can in between..;)
well,it's works tau!!!
xderla rsa cam lama sgt...;p

well,lau blom2 nie,me xsabar nak further study balik..
[maybe lbey kurang next 3 month agie]..
alhamdullilah,smgt tue still ade,but..dah rsa cam...
cam ape ek..takut??
bout da assignment~all the task~sume2 la...
whoa,as mahasiswi 6t...the cabaranS are still there...

hurm...i'm thinkin toO much la..
but at least, i know yg me patut appreciate mase dop kat umah ni...
nak rest3 puas...hee~
pahni,bile dah start study balik,mesti kna struggle balik..
pk sal study once again..
study hard once again...

when the times comes,
i should,i 'll
=reaDy=

[asasian will be]
[achieve the pointer that i should get]
[u]
[bachelor's degree in dentistry]
(^^)
~ameEn~

kak eno tagged me...

..::kak eNo::..

First name:
ainin sofia...

Name you wish you had:
eh,we're in the same boat la,kak eno...mse kcik2 dulu....ainin xsuke my name...if teachers asked,kan..i'll told them quietly....till sumer org salah dgr n me MUST repeated...n repeated n repeated...smpaila kat faris petra...i started to love my name!!...at last..=)

What do people normally refer to you:
ainin,pia,sofia,yaya,ya,nyn,nin

Birthday:
15th september 1991

Birthplace:
hospital universiti sains malaysia....[HUSM],kelantan

Time of birth:
5 lbey2...in the morning...n i'm da most difficult daughter yg ssah nak kuar..
haha!

Single or taken:
taken ;p

Zodiac:
viRgo

My appearance

How tall are you:
158...maybe

Wish you were taller:
dulu..
but now..
nopE!!...i wish my height stay the same.. i wish i'm fatter..=p

Eye color :
black+brown

Current hair color:
black

Short or long hair:
not short,not long...same kot k.eno...=)

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
nva!!

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
i cut short..my rambut dpan...n i didn't regret it even it xjadi as i prefer...
wel,it's my lesson anyway....;p

Glasses or contacts:
glasses....n i hope i can try wif the contacts 1 day although i already know....it's little bit dangerous,rite??

Do you wear make up:
by now_nope..

Paint your nails:
nva....eva...

Shy or outgoing:
erm....80%shy


Sexy or cute:
haha! i donT know..sexy tue of course not...but maybe...cute??
yeke??...;)

Serious or fun:
serious...n i wish-i'm a lil bit funny...

A turn on:
him...;p
those who's funny...
those who's friendly+islamic+humble+good listener+keep secrets well


A turn off:
playboy_pegi jalanla...[wah!!is it me who's say that??]...;p
org yg suke mengarah...terlebih2 suke mengarah...
those who like to talk bad bout sum1 else....
those who's underestimate me...



This or That

Flowers or chocolates:
i prefer both...;p

Pepsi or coke:
~neither~
canT stand them when they're in ma mouth n
tend to give them to others
nway-boyycott israel!!=)

Rap or rock :
slow rock or neither...

Relationship or one night stand:
~relationship...;p...~

School or work:
50:50....[cewah...mcmla pnah kijer]...
mostly goes to school,i think....it's juz_study_matter...nothing much-hard obstacles+stress
but i hope,i'll enjoy my joB..(^^)

Love or money:
~love~
Movie or music:
movie!...[movie yg best2 jer,ok]..=)

Country or city:
erm....city...eh,nope...country...city ke country ek??..(++)

Sunny or rainy days:
sunny

Friends or family:
family..

Have you Ever lied:
hehe....um!...it's just this morning...sorry...;(

Stole something:
erm.............esh,xkot....tp,who knows lau kot2 on judgement day,it shown...=(
~nauzubillahhaminzalik~

Smoked:
....naaa....

Hurt someone close to you:
yup..i think...[tagg nie macam muhasabah diri pulak]...;)

Broke someone's heart:
4 sure!!n i knew i did....to that sum1,sorry kay...4give me even i know u'd 4given me...

Wonder what was wrong with you:
[know wat??i kept staring to this question...xtau naK jwb pe la...]..(++)

Wish you were prince or princess:
prinCess....[every1 loves fairytale,rite??]..

Like someone who was taken:
erm...by now,nope..[in condition,me knowla he has been taken]...;p

Shaved your head:
nva-eva...(~~)

Used chopstick:
yep!!...i didn't believe it that i could...=)...i'd ever asked my chinese senior,"sist,caner nak gune dat bende??"..."sist pkai gune jer...swirl2...makan.."...=)...n ha'ah...g2 jela...haha...

Sang in the mirror to yourself:
not at all~


Favourites

Flower:
roses~white lily..
Candy:
candy erk??not choc,rite??...erm...*thinking*...same kot kak eno...+..yg warner itam/coklat tue...xigtla nma dye...

Song:
it's not my favourite..but i love it so much~mendua[hampir ke situ]...the only 1 song that [] gave to me....it reminds me lot of things=the stressful days b4 spm approaching=his concerns+support...=)


Scent:
the hot kentucky fried chicken+ japanese room at faris petra..[it's smelled sooO fresh!]..+my no.5 perfume(a gift from my bro)-thanks ghedin..

Color:
hey!!..it certainly goes to rEd..;)

Movie:
dream again..[starring takashi sorimachi...]...hoho..LOTR series...n i damnly love it..+the cave of the golden rose...[i miss my fantaghiro..;(..]..
kabhi kushi kabhi gham..haha!...n etc

Singer:
vanessa anne hudgens??..erm..faveret ke??

Junk food:
mr. potato n twistieS..;p

Website:
my frensteR+his fs..=p.. n my blog...

Location:
selising,pasir puteh,kelantan..

Animal :
nomel2 kitteN..=)...i used to love big,fat rabbit...but when i'm owning them[once upon a time]...i didn't know how to take care them well...;(....the end??one died n one lost...sorry..

Ever cried over someone:
um!!

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself:
i'm sorry if i'm not grateful of what i have...but there is...n adela...heheh!

Do you think you're attractive:
kuang3...haha!!xtau r tue...*blur*..(~~)


If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose:
fairytale mesti ngan terrible starting,rite??n last wif.."happily ever after"...ermmmmm...~sleeping beauty~...kot...there's no mush misery sgt,key??huhu!!


Do you play any sports:
sports??...games ek??...chess!!...but if it really means 'sports'..every1 know....i donT play any sports..n kite same...i'm terrible in sports too....=p

Corny questionnaire.

1. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i'm quiet+shy+childish....
n i'm used to get along wif those perspective from others from time to time...[dah bese dah]...erm..(am i??)

2. The character of you for yourself is?
erm!..tend to be the listener among the crowd...n easy to laugh=D...n i'm hate to be the problem maker...erm,decision-maker?..not at all...it's just sometimes~can control myself from being carried away..=)..xmudah t'pengaruh??..em!...

3. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
scared to speak out something especiallyin the crowd although i'd knew the answer...=(..
help me,plis...!!..n am i gettin better in dat??

4. The most ideal person that you wanne be is?
...[sum1]..
but personally,wanna be a successful person in this world n the hereafter la..ameEn..

5. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
thanks 4 believing+trusting me...n thanks 4 making my world wonderful..
alhamdullilah...(^^)

6. 10 people to tag
sampai 10 ke ek??list jerla...=p

1. abe mirghul...lau x bz la ek...;p
2. ghejak...
3. muiz..
4. keri..[sian dye...his tenet jammed la..]
5. syafirie
6. matun=)
7. hame??..hoho..
8. dayat...[where're u,ha??]
9. yana
10. lea..

wah..sampai jgak 10,ek...haha...

7. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
kak wawa...(^^)
my sist-in-law will be??...=)

8. Is no. 6 a male or female?
female

9. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?
muiz ngan syafirie....as brothers??..yup!..=)

10. How about no.5 and no.6?
syafirie ngan matun??erm...better tya diorang la...hoho..

11. What is no. 1 studying about?
kat intec...bout medic...[pahni la...]..study hard yer,abe mirghul..;p

12. Is no. 4 single?
i think so..

13. Say something about no. 3?
further his study kat UTP...+masuk debate kat sane...congrate ya,muiz!!

~the end~
gud n8 kak eno..=)