October 16, 2010

let me wif my beloved 1.


that question.
haunts me,from MOST people.

i dont need any decision from that 'most' people.
i need one,from Allah.
if i can accept it fully,why can't u,that 'most' people?
i dislike that shock tone in each of ur voice.

i did suffer,once.i did recover.
what the people did for me?
they're not responsible for each thing that i'm doing.
i am the 1 who bear it.
the One n Only that give me everything,giving me this.
there's no single reason for me to be ungrateful.
HE know everything.
i am not
all of u not.

i am enough with my parents' happiness;)

for people that 'pandai-pandai je'.
i just can laugh:D
"ainin wat medic kat ne skunk?"
"cane org medic?"
"buat medic kan"
n others.

xpasal2 dapat nama kan.
i conclude,they're not even know what my course is.
if i wanna lie,then,i could.
kalau sape2 yg nak medic sbb nak dapat nama mmg rugi besar ah.
sbb xamek pon dapat nama gak.
kelakar2.
niat xbetol tue of course la.
i dun know how many people that should be corrected.
ca done.
pok yah done.
n others more. xsempat nak betolkan mase dorang ckp.

i dont hope for any recognition.
i'm just a slave that's constantly tested by my Creator.

stop that question people.
i dont even set my heart on medic!
sincerely.
ask my bestfriends,when the times i'd ever applied for that course.
ask my parents,when the times i said that i love that course.
let me wif my beloved MLT.
i'm really in love.

n one more,
faith is already there.at Lauh Mahfuz.
since we're all not in this world yet.
n
no one can go against it.


***
question itu?
"kenapa syg xamek medic syg"
;p




drown

when it's subuh:)
picture from deviantart.
i'm fond of subuh.fond of beach.

12th college's lake.
from my room.
16th april 2010


status:it's feel lyke the whole exam over.

well2.instead,the lectures were.
we're so relieved after microb's final practical exam yesterday
and the feeling was awesome:D

ehem2.hbu final exam+anatomy test waiting,
b4 the real final exam.on monday next week.

***
drown in memories.
i'm just missing my c735.of 12th college.when it comes to subuh.
azan was enough to wake us up.
unlocked my door.first thing i wud do was to see suha's+wani's slippers.
they're always earlier than me.when it comes to subuh:)
in bath.in surau.
n sometimes,not because of the azan,but because of tifa+wani knocked my door:)
n i wud see the sunrise from my room's balcony after that.after subuh's prayers.
sometimes,wud call my mum,early in the morning.
"tgh wat gapo" i asked:)
my mum ="tgh tgk tanyalah ustaz ni" ;)
went to the cafe.as early as 7.oo am ++
when others were still sleeping.
rindu itu semua.sy tahu mereka juga.

i miss azan.it sounds terrible,rite?
well,azan is rarely can be heard from here.they shud add speakers here.
i must open out my door first.n it's better.slightly better.
just listens azan from my roomate's laptop.

my mum went to Raudhah yesterday.
my sist said she was extremely happy.n wanna go there one more time.or more:)
may i'll be there too.
somedays.
ameen.

stadi week.begins.
uhhuh.nak stadi.



October 14, 2010

ends.it's over




status:
biochem's test done today!
tomorrow,genetics presentation.
i've just finished majlis penangguhan kelas psscm which my class of asas had to organized it.
shah alam+puncak perdana+intec members included:)
alhamdullilah.it's at last, over:)

lessons for what psscm has taught me.
dont be afraid.the 1 that should to be afraid of is Allah,the only one:)
every single things,even it's just simple one,take it bersungguh2..ilmu especially.n OTHERS.
yup.it's affected me much after that:)
for tonite's lesson,we're responsible for wat our words are.
for wat we've spoken,well,that's wat people takes.
so,beware.
n in that events,haha! i'm really not into numbers.i've left my brain rest for mathematics so that i let tikah did all the simple calculations:D

my parents are already at mecca:))
alhamdullilah.
i'm looking forward for my mother's voice.

friday:microbs practical test.
saturday:oma's comin~~+hbu final exam.
sunday:final anatomy test.

then?
STADI WEEK!
:)