the end is just the bEgiNNing~

at last,the mid sem's exam was over!

the weights in the head,gone~

but,it's just 4 a while,that's 4 sure.

towards the real battle=final.

we're so xcited,then took pictures as many as we could=)

macam nak kua pasum pulak..haha!

wat i realized,n us,banyak gler agi nak kna cover in 4 weeks tymes~

it isn't enuf~to master all,if we dun t8 it seriously.

"yg da lpas,lpasla..concentrate on final lak"

=)

xkesahla marks either high or low,it's just 20% compared to 80% for the final~

not saying it's not vital,yet it still bringing our marks+tampal2 ape yg patut~

if i sacrificed this much for the mid sem,i cant imagine it is for the final~

shudnt+shudnt+shudnt waste my tyme taw,which i maself not sure that i'll use it effectively.

can't think much.

aisyah is looking me blogging this wif her desperate .eyes=P

haha!

+can't stop thinking bout the unfinished tutorials too.

ya Allah,beri kami kekuatan when the result is out.

ameen.

oups,correction!this's the 'last' post

"studying never has a limit.of course studying is hard, terrible bla bla bla whatsoever. but then, future is more important. and aiming for a better future needs a lot of sacrifices and sacrifices and sacrifices. right dear?"

yup,rite!
so, i must sacrifices;)
readers,correction,since this is my last post,so,this is my last post laa;P..
not the 1 b4...hehe~

lea,the same goes to me...ur blog is among my feveret=)..i updated mine this monim,after reading urs...i heard dat u must perform well 4 ur ausmat?let becomes enemy again..;p..n then u'll do ur best..haha!no need pun lea...bcause u're olready can do the best,still:)..hey,wat offer?i didnt noe,n i DONT noe...be an alpharian,i guessss??..so,it meant either u or me,or it's really both of us???..but still,the faith had been decided;)...HE noe better than we do,rite?..u noe wat??..yeah2..i admit,bein each other's enemy is sweet..[sweet ek??]...haha!n the 1 i lyke to remember was,of course when we competed on chess;P....i dont noe why i won,because honestly,i olwez bet that u beat me...the exam results,i'd nva proud off..as i believe,even when i got 1st..the reasons why it wasn't u,was just the careless mistakes..n it's just took a lil bit differences on marks,rite?..except in addmath laa...[shhsshhh;p]..n noe wat jgak...one of our teachers,compared us because i was late in finishing the works while u have had...personally,i thought,cannotlaa...sbb pembolehubah tue,dah dimanipulasi daa...hehe~=P...we werent classmates n the subject' quotas pn laem..taw dop...u can't imagine how i felt on the moment..i'd nva want to fight sumbody else in academic or exam or watsoever laa...as if i can't beat that sum1,i'll stress pulop...so,from dat moments,i had to...n yup,u admitted kan...we're enemy...=)...olwes n olwes...haha!..
n hey!i wanna letting the cat out the bag now..when we're approachim our spm,u'd ur own tymetable,kan?remember?..n plis allowed me to mencontohi anda...[not copy eyh??]..even i'd olready copy it..haha!...sori3...erm...seems we're havim our own secret laa...hee~but takut xberkat,ubah2 gop laa dat tymetable...i'm da 1 who couldnt fixed to tymetable!suatu mase dahulu...;p
n ur cousin,i think i wont found him...hayat students=800++...n u noela ur fren hop ni ni,quite penyenyap laa kea...hehe~but,maybe,someday...who noes=)..eyh,i love ur spec,i tried to find it,but maybe the model had been sold out....lucky u=)
*ehem!ur prs uniform wud be our memories daa rasa'y..xterhantar2;p...*

~gud luck in everitim,kayh..struggle 4 ur ausmat..:)
to ppah,happy birthday...sweet 18th...6t ade rezeki,kite jumpe 6t k..

real shut down,
*shut down*

temporarily off~

I can't make it.the post'S'..
tati's lappy becomes worse.lyke it knew i'm gonna home this week;P
even now,the words appear one by one,so slow~n i should be patient by that...huh!
nyway,i'll return to college tomorrow~because of the wrong date when buying the tickets~nva mind laa kan..
i found maself turns lazy...affected by the past spm holiday;P...which m8 me woorriieedd...ainin!this is ur turning point!beware!just,wake up!dont u dare dreaming again;[
i can say that my schoolmates of mine,enjoying their studies now...they're on their holiday because of the h1n1..;lea+kuyah...besh ek intec??study sdaq laa k?..;)so,why shudnt i??no more turning back....look 4ward,plis!
fivers of 0408 xbole semasa lagi laa....igtkan balik ni,able to see daa;((
if i could tell how the OBSTACLES of the journey home,,,huuuuu....i wll but,i just could say it,terribblee!nak balik pun.....susah;(~bak kata auni;P
hey!my dearschoolmates.....i'd changed my spec laa....the 3+++ years frameless spec that had olwez changing its lenses because of other's mistakes....[once jer bcause of mine;))]...but xsampai hajat jgak nak pakai frame penoh...others said xsom....sob3....so,pakailaa separuh~heheheh..
soon,next date to be at kelantan again...on 20 september!guess wat day is it?...it's hari raya,okkeyh!!!sayu molep laa....sampai kelantan hari raya tu....xsempat2 nak bukak puase last kat umah pun...terima jelaa,kan~
my midsem is on 1 september....late than other foundation...people,wish me luck k=)pray 4 me too....
i'll strive 4 it....together with others....
maybe i shud say 'bye2' 4 a while to my bloggie~
sacrifices+a full focus needdddeedd!
bi+phy1+phy2+algebra+calculus+bio1+bio2+kim1+kim2~

i'll do ma best....~

good luck to othrs too...=)
maybe i shudnt think bout anyothers daaa....
be grateful....tayu said macam lucu lak kte dop sdey2 bout things yg dah ditetapkan...dont take much rest sgt k kat sana...i have less than a year to achieve wat i want...
my younger brother da berlari2 towards spm....maybe i'll join him?....
"jgn mengeluh sbb dunia ni susah,sbb itulah dunia ini diciptakan"~imam syafie^^

tuut!

*shut down*

a post before postS

i start to feel the boulder within me in blogging~for some reasons;P..haha~

3 days to go;)
n i'll blogggiiinnggg,bloggggiingg,n blloooggggiiingg...??
lots more to study,mid sem approaching near~
tomorrow=algebra's test~
bio n calculus tests were over;)
i told fareha that i wanna study chemistry here,now~
..see,i find it isn't...;p
i realized that i miss school much lately;(
my juniors,enjoy urs~

o,o~
there's really barrier inside;;
tutorials+study give me this feeling~
i think,i better stop..n to be continued at home..;)

so,ainin,
maths
-finish algebra
calculus=tutorial 7+study 1-6 for midsem~
the extra questions~

chemistry
lab report!

::study+study+study::::

~i miss my frens~
wat's they're doin now~

(^~)

now at the bk1[bilik komputer 1]
i've to use simple2 words~so kalut~haha!

so far;
-today is my first tutorial n the first day yg kna ikot btol2 jadual..indeed,it's a packed 1..
-i found maself feelim=stress2,wif muet td~(++)..dunno how to feel larh..taakuut~
-my roomate takut kucink=she's total opposite of me;)
-i manage to sleep late again!haha!
-the tutorial+task gettin more~
-i'm changin my no into maxis,that's xplain why if u can't contact me lately~
-haida n ain are staying alone in their room because of their roommate quited pasum~be brave gurls=)

senior askri,
i'm in the hayat 2..yup2,malam penutup kat dtc~
sejjjuukk n soo tired kna berulang alik 3,4 kali in a day pegi sana~!!tp,bestlaaa;)
give me advices~to be lyke u..a 4 flat student;)

sory,ya,bloggers,i can't reply to ur comments;(
but i rily miss all of u~
i dun have much tyme here...see,i dun edit pn this entry,rite??
haahaa!!

pleaassssseeeeee~~pray 4 me~

p.a.s.u.m~

HEEELLLOOO!!
asssaaalaamuaallaaaiiiikkkuummm~~
(read in haziq"s tone in syurga cinta movie..);)
haha!

wahaha...xcited2~after almost 3 weeks berpisah ng tenet..sob3..
i thought that i'll start blogging again in next month~[at home laaa]
but,here i am;)
guess where am i??...;););) wink2~
at um's main library;)
it's a grand 1...tgn da sakit sbb sejjjhhoouukk..
punyalah jauh nak datang sini..
j.a.u.H!

lots of story to b told,but surely,time wonT allow me to~
first,bout pasum~
i din really get xcited on my first arrived..
it's far different bout wat i'd expected..
more than thousands got here,paling ramai dalam sejarah um...even the pp(fasilitator) got shocked bout the amount~
pasum [or shud i say,dewan tunku caunsellor] n the kolej kediaman really made us tired all over the day,because of the distance~specially in the haluansiswa week...jauhhhh gllerrrr taww~~
most of us pakai baju kurung wif sport shoes,ok!
but now,we can fully accept it[yeke??]..haha!

the students?
800+ for hayat students~
the competition will be so tough~
feelim soo kerdil here~
hoho~

subjects,
math+phy+bio+chemistry
4 subjects but they're divided into 2..
i gonna sit for 8 papers,rasanya~

lecture?
ok kowt~
but at first,wahaha~
lecture style is fffaaaarrrr diiifffeeerrreeenntt wif teacher's style at school~
no,no...even a little bit,no~
study,on ur own~
on ur own+on ur own+on ur own~
hati kecil prays~[harap2 laa blei survive sini....huk3...]

money?
lyke kak eno said,it flows cam air je~
ish3~


kolej kediaman?
so far,i'm contented bout it~
2 people in a room+own study desk,a wide 1+notice board+balkoni;););)
in front of mine,is a lake~it's a beautiful view at nite~
but,opposite is the boys' hostel...;(
n here also,got a view of those bangunan tinggi2~
menara telekom?..;)
kl tower+klcc,kna g mid valley dulu...;P

my room8,she really can stand wif the light on when we're sleeping...ngeh3;)
a kind 1;)
n the cafe,it is just a stone's throw..

******

first tyme went to ayah su's house~
no words can describe bout it;)
but i just can only say~
they're a beautiful family,
in a beautiful house,
own a beautiful life;)

******
thanks 4 da baju kurung+a nite spent there~
haha!

i donT noe,when will this blog be updating again~
it wasn't a lie, the subjects taught went sooo faassstt~
this week,there's no tutorial yet,so,QUITE relax sket~
but next week,the timetable will be from 8 to 5pm...n the nite should be fullfilled wif tutorial task+study yg tomorrow+revise yg be4 this+etc~

the competition is so tough.really.i donT noe how to say more.
i'm afraid.yup,i'm afraid.i'm afraid n i'm afraid.i cant imagine what wud happen if i can't score.so,i must study.
ayah su said i must got 4.1;)
hee~
errrmmmmm~
i'll try my besh.

~ya Allah...help me~
~kejayaan milik hambanya yg berusaha~

*ghelie,thanks 4 da bill+n the journey;)*

*ghejak,thanks 4 that in ur blog;)*
*tati,thanks 4 da picture+to4;)*

::my tuRn after the otherS::

majoriti sume g esop~
mostly sape2 yg dapat uitm n uia
but me pom g esop gop..haha=D
not to um,but JB first~
johor bahru,here i come=)
first tyme nak g kat ghelie~
then g kat ghejak kat shah alam~
then,the registration day..

short word,tonite is the final nite i'm blogging at home..sob3
10% packim isn't completed yet..
will be completed tomorrow,4 sure~

soon,be berpisah wif these;frenster+blog+facebook+the internet thingie la..
i wonder how would be the feeling be blogging at the cc soon...*wonder*
or i shall be busy studying?

soon~
have to wake up+attend the lecture!morning till evening..
gonna study the bio+chem+phy+math aaagggaaaiiinnnn....!
*haish,5 months xsentuh buku ni maccammane*
finishing my assignmentSSSS~
'brain2,speed2 again taw+active2 balik taw'
'legs,u've to walk here n there,be ready,kay?'
'attention level,raise again,des?..hahhaa!'
'eating tyme,ermmmm~ni yg cerewet sket'
'sleep at nite?..wua~hope xhomesyik,nak tido next to my sist,hope my room8 can stand sleeps wif the light on,could she?'..*hopin 4 this*
'homesyik,pegi jauh2'
'have to biase2 kan balik sleep late+w8 up early'

blaja btol2 k=)
struggle~
the others da start study daa especially the matrix students..~
compared to them,mmg tertinggal dah..
compared to the utp students,lagilaa~
"niat tue kna btol,niat tue kna ikhlas..pegi nak blaja taw"
[advices from the 'putik' hall]=)
aim for the pointer k?
focus2 taw=)
ehhemm!!survive+stand on my own feet;)
jgn maen2 k,not to enjoy larh dtg cni~
dulu,can't wait rite to further my study egen?
so,now,u've to manfaatkan that eagernez k?
[atc,daa terbiasa kat umah ni~] haha!
whatever pn,eager as much as possible k?
be xcited!=)
yeeeeehhhhaaaaa~~

^^~_sTudy modE_~^^

~bloggers,c u from there soon,k~