this weEk?

what i learnt this week:

• tom yam paste is betteR than tom yam cube..;p

• kuyah enjoyed her buSiness well...lots were interested wif the SBP-shirt=)

• i know that i'm very fond of ~http://ex-scifer0408.ning.com~..n it keep being my first web to be clicked upon surfing the internet=)..thanX luQ..~miss my schooLdays..

• puzzled to guess that i do regret ke x tak pegi K.O.T..hahaha...erm*wonder*

• kak sya is soo kind+kindhearted+humble+baek n she turned to be my besT tempat rujukan of many things=scholarship[sime darby,jpa,mara]..pasUm+tesl+medic+sains hayat..she can't even see my mssg+cmmnT,she tend to call me trus~...=)...wahaHA..i'm the luckiest^^..gooD luck 4 ur exaM,kay=)

• i'll get my UPAX number????...ngeee~...ehem2,my family siblings member don't know yet..=P

• Anak Betong the lagenda serieS=the end~..alaa...want more;)

• before shutting up my eyes,need to tutup+gulung2 well the door or the opening of the kelambu,kalau x,jadi tido ngan nyamuk n me ng tati would find all the nyamuk2 terperangkap dalam tue were all gemok2+fat..wif our sweeeeT blood~...gerammmnyeerr..will the kelambu be called 'nyamuk trapper'???..=P

• 12 vs 16 march....the new rumours...what is the exact date,ek??..tend to be 12 march kot=) but if 12 march,my mum xdapat pegi ng me kat scul..xpela kot..owunk len pom xmai ng family...^^...if 16 march,ade [owunk] xcukup pulak g amek result+lambat..hope not~

• today is my birthday..[8 rabiulawal]..^^

• i'm sharing my feveret spot in kbmall wif lea..=)

• this laptop is already jammed+hang+watsoever~...wawawa...sdey~..n my mood in surfing,seemed to be exhausted wif that prob..=(..just imagine la,every step,every click that i want to make,kena tkan [ctrl+alt+delete n switch to]...alahai~..what a waste..n i can't stand it,4 sure...but sidelined internet from my day???...ehhem!..hahhaa..not now~

• mom is waitin 4 a new set of chair next week=)..n our ruang tamu is bersiap sedia untuk menerima ahli baru..ngeee~leh,ghejak,ghelie,i bet u may be suprised soon~

• momo nyau2 did sumtin bad..

• it has been a week i'd heard nothing bout him~

• asasi sains hayat kene blaja physic jugak!!!!

• experience is the best teacher,rite??..so,the jpa+other scholarship,nak apply ke x ek??..because it's clear enough as it's true the local institution become my choice,so xpayah apply..lau apply,blei g interview+can feel by myself the suasana interview+my hands akan jadi cold jgak x??...*wonder*

• my test jpj=25 march 09..wish me luck,people=)
  

• my 8-hours of motorcyle=finish!!!?..mmg da siap...tp, i think kne use the 'another' 7 hours well jgak if i want to pass the nilai~...wohoho...titi xnaek ag+brek emergency xtry ag+angkat2 tgn xlagi+tongkat moto maself,x lagi...aduyai..malu la 6t lau naek pagi2 since pagi ramai owunk la kat kotaraya tue...they'll stare at me or x,ek???...i hope not..^^..hahhaa..

*bler result,nie.......*

sorRy n thaNks tati..=)

[my tuRn:) ]

at our uncle's house^^
at last,i cud spur my happiness,cycling+runnng on his bicycle machine,fat burner or whatever u could call it..after beyond the years,
i longed to naek basikal!!
basikal2 kat umah are all rosak=(
lama daa xnaek basikal..hoho..

well,yesterday actually,went 4 an outing wif lehan..
lehan was better=)
g kbmal..[nak beli sumtin act,but frust nye*not enough budget*]
so,i thought,kene tunda la kot,or cancel trus..=(..

a dreadful day!..
i'd done sumtin terrible!
thanks sgt2 n sori sgt2 tati ek..
or i'm sure i would be scolded soon..fuh!..alhamdullilah~
tati said no need to upload photos
maybe it would turn bad..^^
ok,tati..but thanks,ya^^

juha's niece n nepheW=)

=the kind iQbal=

=the cumel2 insyirah=

yesterday,my parents,tayu,tati n me went to juha's house..
lorr,juha was sleeping best sgtla on his kusi empuk gler kat ruang tamu..hahha!
i bet u must really suprised,rite??..hee~..sory la xckp dulu nak dtg..n then kna bgn ngan muka+mata yg merah,still..=P
yet,i should say dat u're so caring+penyayang sgtla juha..
err..sumi=)
[since kat umah juha=emi,then jadi sumi..hee~]
unfortunately,xsmpat nak amek gamba che sumi ni dukung insyirah..
n yup!
we'd a gud time playing wif insyirah,wif her blue ball!!
n juha was the best in teasing her..tried not to give her ball=)
n at the exact moment,rasa tingat sgt kat sumeone..erm*..
[jgn pandai2 pk kot laen,yer..haha]

notes=insyirah was the second person me dukung..yay!!
hepi2..^^

nway,her adek,iqbal was sooOo baek..xnanges pun..
well,juha,plis cubit both of their cheeks 4 me!
ngeee~~
6t me datang lagi,ya..
;p

tired~

nyn,

• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive
• just think positive

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it's enough nyn..
just donT think bout it anymore~
u got nothing for *thinking
for *wondering..

dah,dah..
it might have reasonS..
[ltih daa pk ni..]
donT let it spoil ur mood,please..
(~~)

my quite nightmare=penilaian was over^^

yipppppeeeyyy!!
nilai ketto was over^^
it was a dub-dab-dub-dab gak r at first..
happily,my first test[bukit]...it's done!!!...wah!!
uuuhuuu...mmg alhamdullillah sgt2 la...since the bukit was the one,i'm afraid of..
sopmo2 dye mapus atas bukit tue...so,i'm hopin sgt2 6t test JPJ soon,i'll be as happy as a lark jgak when it was done...=)
dahla i got keta baru td..^^...it moved smooth..hik3..
un4tunately,test JPJ lambat lagi...
maybe bulan 4 lorh..n buat mase ni,me kene naek muto la...
insyaAllah..i won't hate it no more..=)

hurm..n it reminds me wat the penilai akademi said to me when we're in the car..
n yup..i was lucky if the JPJ pom mcam dye jgak...
sejjuukk[sbb air-cond]+lagu...[dahla jiwang pulak tuh]
n he kept telling me..

"lagu ni,kite kne dgr lirik dye...barula bermakna...ha!try dgr nie..dye ckp g2 kat bf dye..."
instead of bein skema,marking through my list..dye comment psal lagu..^^
haha!..n he said..
"dahla wat sume2 tue..tp 6t JPJ soon,buatla...sy nak balik lunch ni..=p"..
*laugh loud*
he said too..
"when sum1 in a relationship..sumtin yg ties both of them is the similarities between them..so,it's easy 4 them bein together..[kes serasi la ni,kan??]..while yg xde similarities,even it's 1st love pun,it can be=game over...eh2,awak ni,sy ckp mcm tue,jgn dop naek divider pulak.."[since me tgh nak turn left on the moment,n i slowly did it..]..

yup!..btol2 cekgu..wink wink..(^^)

n yesterday..happy enough..saw sumy kat driving centre..
chhheee ssuuuMMMmm..!!
hahahaha...i wonder dah how month me x ketawa sampai sakit perut..
but not [hak3] okay..me ktawa ayu jer..hahaha...tya sumy..
seemed dat i found sumbody yg know who i really am...so,can talk bnyak2..crack some jokes..hepi2..beyonds the borders of strangers^^
like the old day..*smile*

tp sum, u said nak dtg today..xde pom..=(
tp,today i saw nani..=)

n lately jgak..i heard much rumours..rumours n rumours bout our spm's results..macam2!n i got tired to believe n not to believe...which 1 is right,ha??
23 kuar,28 umumla..
28 kuar,15 umumla..
umum below 5 macla..
whatever!!

n i must admit that i'm joining all the school leavers of 2008,waitin nervously the very2 significant,mega2 significant result..n i don't know how to commnt how the papers that i'd answered..but i think i'd done the very2 best..[but i felt sorry 4 my addmath,phy n kim..since i made a lil bit mist8]..taakkkuuttt!..pray as hard as i can..[kak zahra kta]..i hope the outcome would give me n my family the best..Allah the alMighty is the only 1 who could give us all the ketenangan.keredhaan,n i hope HE is the 1 yg control me 6t me amek result soon..bless me wif much strength to see the slip,to accept whatever the faith that He already decides 4 us,either the frustation or segala nikmat2..

YA ALLAH..BERI KAMI KEKUATAN,YA ALLAH..

rememberance is hidden

* i can control it yet*
a stream,formless of sad still doesn't show yet
[yeke??yesterday pn dah lmah longlai je...asyik landim je...tido jer...canT see u sat tegak berdiri??...;p]
hope that it won't show till to edge of limit
n
..much strength..
..hold strong..
even 1 week lbih din hear any buzz
any text..
juz cud give a smile wif the"last login:24 hours"
juz that..

ok2,nyn..let it be 4 a month..:)
hee~

*update*
half amused+half puzzled..
a heavy burden..to me,n especially,at most,to him..
to mr. aR,
thanx 4 tellin me tau..
promise>won't tell any1..shhhshhhh..
but 4 u,focuz study leklok tau..HE will guide ur way..:)

last nite,zaid...if u're reading this...why it seemed that it was so weird 4 u to hear bout me,ha??lorh..i always remember u all la my frenz...all the alpharian n deltarian also..mejja,pp,adam,pokka,ghe, my dearest ZAID..=)..,darus,kuan,ammar,jebo,faryzal,[my motivator]..daoh,luq,ropai,syeme,apih,abeed n ipiey..:)..mjah+nadia+kuyah+amie+najah+ja+cimut..[cimut,xpe ke ore tules nma cimut gni ni??ksah x??]..hee~+hana n yana+arwah aten..
u're olwez be my sweet n sour la...
my cream to the icecream..
my grape jam to the bread..
my pillow to my bed..=)

even xmention lam fs...hee~
lam blog..hee~

u're olwez be in my life...once a alpharian,olwez be alpharian kan??...[cewah,smgt alpha la pulak...aku ni cuma 1 year jerk lam that class...haha!..*laugh loud*..eyy,in spite of that, i do remember okay...i do care la,zaid..(^^)

"awak kna kalahkan miss X"..

zaid,u're the 1 la tau sal miss X tuh...even dye tgh bca post nie,dye xtau la...hoho...n u're the 1 who buat that chemical equation tue?...igt lagi??that time,me sdey sgt sgt sbb kne compared by cekgu ng dye..huk3...i rily din like to be compared...:(

"kalau awak xpaham gapo2,awak tya sy deh.."

haha..i owe u much la zaid..sometimes,wif load of addmath question yg teacher sue bagi kite,those great task of addmath....u gave me lot of addmath classes...either pg or malam,ptg,siang...bile2 jer..xsampai ati la,nak tya awk sopmo...!haha..if me donT understand,u keep of repeating3..n repeating...last2,"xperla,zaid...sy salinlah dulu,,tapi knape kalau yg nie...blalalala...jd gni??"...haha..u din even know wat the word "marah" means for..:)..if me belek2 sume my addmath books,of kos ad ur handwriting n ur works to show me how 1+1+=2!!

"dgr x??.."

zaid!!..we'd shared lot of songs!!..u lend me ur mp3 in 'our' room.."zaid,xdgrla.."...n then awk up-kan volume dye..:)..
*i can't stand to fly...i'm not that naive...*..nie among my feveret song sbb arwah aten nyanyikan me..=)
*kau begitu sempurna..dimataku kau begitu indah*...n this=u used to love it..^^
n then,we chatting whatsoever-prefexla....etc..
n in the moment me dpt my addmath mark..u never miss to wish me-congrate 4 my improvement...either it was a little or me dapat A..=)..
it was countable la me had achieved dat...x cam awak...hee~

our perjanjian??

1.kite kna.....2.kite xblei....3.kite...etc..sbb'y kte xnak kte balloh...tp,at last,bape kali ek??..hoho..n sadly,on the bio examination day,pn kte balloh..fortunately,our paper were okay,rite??..at least,we can answer without thinking it much....aduyai....masa spm...msa genting2 gini pom blei jadi bende2 gini lagi...hurm...it's our fault...my fault n ur fault...hee~

a cute pooh basket=soft toy..^^

wehehey...that's my birthday present...tenkiu zaid..i thougt that u xnak baek2 ngan me daa...the truth,u wait 4 my birthday to say sorry..^^

"jgn kapel"

haha...u keep to advice me this...yeye...me xkapellah time skool...zaid nak bagi ape??as a present??...o0o0o...psan kokghe xbg kapel ek...u're the 1 yg playboy tuh...hana,yana,pja,bie tuh...ha!...nak jawab ape??...hik3...

=sensitif gleR=

u admitted it,rite??...u'd known it already,rite??...n u know,mse u ngaju..punyala me ni sooooooooooo stressful n depressed.......u ni kan my addmath teacher..lau xberkat ilmu pape kan,camaner??..u said that maybe it was,as u're the youngest in ur family..alala...nomel2 zaid...cute2 zaid....6t dah pegi over-c soon,[insyaAllah]...stop being sensitive ye...me igt lagi..when est paper was done,then our classmates gathered,then...u??...oooppss...nomel2 zaid...:)

"awak suka murtabak?laa...if not,sy suh abah sy beli banyak sket tadi"
"nak [gotu] dop...gotu tu macam nugget...kakak sy masak tadi,nok"
"sy suke chocolate ni..nok?"
"biar r set dye wat jamuan kat bilik sbelah,kte makan sekali deh..bagi r kat Ja jgak..."
"meh r kte makan skali murtabak teacher sue belanje..adam,tolong amek gambar sy ng ainin"
"why awk amek gambar ng dye banyak gler??..ng sy,awak ajak2 ayam jah..."
"assubhu gajoh"..hahaha...*laugh loud*

n all the reminiscence we made,no 1 canT steal it..
i canT mention THEM all..
6t awak ltih nak baca lak..hee~
friendship nver end,k!..;)

i'm scared!

i just..don't know when the times will come...
the '1 fine day' will approached..
when i shall feel nothing staring at it..
even taking my glimpse away!

ainin takut jarum..
n now i realise that i really am...!
camaner nak jd doktor nie...
(++)
i still remember vividly when i was driving wif my cekgu,
pah2,stopla kat stesen minyak...n me pegi toilet...n then,guess wat i'd seen...??
a syringe needle!..kat dalam toilet tue...
ntah saper gune...ntah watpe..
tetibe jer datang rasa sumtin..
rasa takut nak pgg...but me pgg jgak...
nak test..
manala tau..kot kot xtakut daa...
rasa cam lembik je tgn pgg...
mulala pk bende2 plik...pk cam cucuk ngan kuat kat dalam badan..
dush!
[cam yg dr.house buat]...
wawawa...i'm blaming him yg buat me rasa camnie...
rasa2..if me manage to buat dentistry..[insyaAllah..]
n wat praktical..+maen2 ngan jarum...
rasa2..rasa tu akan hilang x??

some1 outta there..!!..hhhHHheLLppP me!!

^unhealthy^

i'd got a flu today...[once again..]
~hasssyyyiimm!!~

***update tonite***10.50 p.m**

parents=preparing themselves to sleep..
tati ng tayu=maybe dah tido..*zzZZ*
ghedin=xbalik umah tonite sbb on call kat husm..
da=doesn't have to wait till midnite,waitin 4 ghedin to open n lock again the door..^^
now nie,tgh makan..huhu!
me=in front of this laptop..=)

erm..*wondering*...i remember sumtin...1 of my close fren called me this afternoon,pity him..seemed that many job that xbagi orang blind colour kije..when dye tell me bout his condition tue,cam susah,mmg susahla nak survivela..so,sape2 yg bace dis post...should be grateful,ok...^^..at least,kte normal tau..=)....so happy could hear pokka's voice..[my class's monitor]...after soooo loooong time didn't heard bout him...huhu!...they're gathering at his house for the UPU purpose...sorry A,my hp was in its silent mode...hee~

i called my eldest brother,asking bout him..yup!it's quite hard a blind colour nak involve in engineering..but maybe not 4 civil engineering...hee~i will tell him this good news...but i don't knowla either he's interested or not..

n it wasn't nice to see my mom looked tired this nite..she fell asleep on the cushion..while sitting on it!!..this evening,she juz went to the clinic..but the doctor gave her the undesireable medicine stuff la...erm..may u'll be pampered by oceans of happiness n a good health everyday,mom..ameen..*feeling sad la..*

gd. n8 every1..

~ditutuP~

isn't right that the school leavers can check their matriculation college's offer tonite??
err..i mean,on 9th of february..
hee~
awal2 dye xbkak ek??
hurm..
n i just got this..

aplikasi semakan permohonan program matrikulasi KPM(ditutup)

i plan dat i won't go there..[there pun,xtau katne agie nie...=p].
but i've my high curiousity now..
n i think it won't foil me...;p


btw,i start to adore..
~the adventure of MeRlin~
join me on sunday's nite,ok!^^

"you're just like a side of coin,& another side is Arthur.."

funny enough to see ghedin with his mouth opened for a few minute!!
sorry,ghedin..i'd teased u..=)
"at last,i found a story that made me dumbfounded..*laugh*.."
haha...yela..yela..i'll accompany u ek to watch it..;p

=somEthinG=

dear 6245...

~goOd niTe,eveRyoNe~

the day movin oN,on & oN...

che keri...
hepi buffday,ya!
sweet 17th..=)
all da best in everything u do...
struggle hard like u want me to do last year ek...
be a good leader,k..(~^)

hurm...nak try blogging lam bm eyh..hoho..
allow me to,k..^^

so,last nite me dah abeskan AYAT2 CINTA...
yay!!huhu..tp,me amek lame sgtla nak abeskan...
tp,tq to tati coz bagi me tgk trailer dye...sbb tue rsanak perabih jer novel tu...
lau x,still lanjutkan hari lagi..=)
semoga me dapat baca one more time...
semoga hadis2 n cite2 lam novel tue~dpt igt n same2 b'amal..;)
mmg best la...like sume org told me..
sape2 yg bace dis post,bace ek??
hee~

hurm...skunk,dah masuk bulan 3rd dop kat umah...
wohoho...baru tau..best!!
my simple formula to avoid rasa borink:
i get up in the morning
n i go to bed at night...
n occupy myself as da best as i can in between..;)
well,it's works tau!!!
xderla rsa cam lama sgt...;p

well,lau blom2 nie,me xsabar nak further study balik..
[maybe lbey kurang next 3 month agie]..
alhamdullilah,smgt tue still ade,but..dah rsa cam...
cam ape ek..takut??
bout da assignment~all the task~sume2 la...
whoa,as mahasiswi 6t...the cabaranS are still there...

hurm...i'm thinkin toO much la..
but at least, i know yg me patut appreciate mase dop kat umah ni...
nak rest3 puas...hee~
pahni,bile dah start study balik,mesti kna struggle balik..
pk sal study once again..
study hard once again...

when the times comes,
i should,i 'll
=reaDy=

[asasian will be]
[achieve the pointer that i should get]
[u]
[bachelor's degree in dentistry]
(^^)
~ameEn~

so far?

it's 11.50 p.m now..i can't describe what happened to me now...it's such a....ntah!;)
but so far...

• i'd lost mood in blogging here??..xtau..
• so happy wif the return from ghelie[my eldest bro] n kak anis[she's so sweEt]..suke2 ad sisteR in laW..=)
• got 2 new girly shirt!...a cream one from tati[maDe in iNdoNesia !]...n a yellow one from my mum...thanks tati n mOm...huhu!
• ghejak..[my 3rd bro]...-dengue fever suspect!! n he's hoMe now...n had already finished his big bottle of 100 plus ;p...may he'll quickly recovered...
• my younger brotherS hoMe...
• everybody's gathereD....
• everybody hOme.....including yg kene PLKN sume...huhu!...~mejja_ih_adam_ppaH~
  
• lost in mood in mssg people...sorie ek...huhu!
• happy birthday n sweet 18th to my all fwenz who had celebrated their birthday...
• my youngest bro_sbp interview....at my Xschool!...missin u my junior....huhu!
• i'm keep changing to a better way??...erm......bad way?....
  
• DREAM AGAIN vcds were hOMe...!
• can't sleep 4 2 nights...=(
• my Yahoo Messenger jammed lor....
• rily feeling grateful to HIM...HE listens to me....subhanallah...alhamdullilah.....beyonds words at first...=)
• 25 january + 10.24 p.m....
• can't believe it happened!me still terawang2...
  
• malu gler listeng to the old story!
• have 4 hours more in driving.....
• x naek2 agie muto nie since dat day....aduyai....sape nak tlg ganti??

.....gud nite....
pray 4 me blei tido malam nie ek....
wif a sweet dream...
sum1...wish me??

i goT a neVeR diEs fLowEr=)

haven't u heard bout a flower that never dies?
i got 1... a pretty fairy gave it to me=)...
it's frozen in a cute,clear_crystal,square glass block....
blessed me wif flooding of astonished joy...
its sweetness remains_never last...
may it accompany me throughout my seconds n minutes...
sailing in the oceans that sometimes got the big waves n the small 1...
riding a wheel through my up and down..
consoling me although only wif a glance...
please,my sweEty,cutEy flower...
sense of sdey sgt2...lingering me now.....
share ur fragrance now n maybe i can smile?
could i?

mythbUstEr

wat's this??...
wait2...wait a minute....nie bkan nasik lor...nie GULA!=)
a plate of sugar wif oceans of ants....cemut2...
[tapi lam dis pic,diorg2 sme x nmpak r...haha]...
people said,kulit kayu manis blei prevent them....
so,btol ke?...
at first,me ltak 2,3 batang jer that things....igtkan diorang2 nie lari la.....
la....dgil upanya!!
then,me added n added n added n added...
x lari lagi!uish....so btol ke petua neh?
1 myth is proven wrong;p..!
me pown BACK TO BASIC...huhu!
manual jer....buang ngan tgn,it's easier..=)
but,actually...it's true anyway..(^^)...
maybe when we ltak them lam its container...wif kulit kayu manis inside....[tmankan gula]..
risk cemut2 tue masuk will be less...;p
so,
[selamat m'cuba]..haha!

..a goOd foRtuNe beYonD my hOpE...

alhmdullilah...i got L!!....i'm proud of maself sbb me dapat naek mutO jgak at last!!!waa...i can't believe my eyes la bler muto tue moved jgak time me bwak...~x jatuh....haha!....dat da most important part okay!...haha...actually,i wasn't sure i was 'cheated' ke x ngan my cekgu tue....coz s'excited hatinya me pegi coz nak drive keta on da road,round2 pc....tgk2,kna wat yg my nightmare punya!.....kna bwak muto!....fortunately,ade cekgu baek kat c2....sudi utk mengajar anak muridnya ini yg x pnah2 nak sentuh muTo....bleila round2 litar....

nak tau x camaner nak dpt L?....kna perabeh 3 jam 4 car n muTo...so,semalam me naek muto leh kata 3 jam jgakla.....wah!=)....tapi,da funny thing was,da others wat 3 jam dlam litar,me wat 3 jam BLAJA muto....haha!......

n nak tau x wat happen to me arini?...there's pain all over my body.....
but kne mmbesekan diri jgakla.....coz nak dpt P lak....kna bwak muto byk2 lagi...
lagi pulak,my bro's moto tue brat!
CA said"ur muto's journey is still long..."...
x so long la A.....hehe...whatever will be,i'll try my best=)

2009 is c0miNG^^

it's not complete lah a new year without the resolution,kan??
haha.....1st time r neh nak bwat...haha!^^
wel, a simple 1 jer....

~since i'l be home for months,so it's not too many i think.....n certainly links to my hoMMy...

• be a gud daughter?...more hardworking 1....little more...[cket jer]....haha...
• recipes2....haha....
• do all the sweep2.....erm......
  
• erm...juz like last year.....write my diary 4 every corner to be written=)
• try to be istiqamah.....do more the sunat things......bler la nak blei lwan xnak bgn when waking up at 5.00 am in the morning tue?.....
• xnak tdo lpas subuh.....ameen....
• try to finish the bi novel i'd read.....1 jer pnah abes...adus!....otherz,sme half...
• read all the abah's book...the islamic 1....
• quran....don't miss even 1 day,ok!....please.....
• 1 day,u'll see i drive....wuu...xcited'y...can't wait to have that license....n naek muto!!err...this 1.....could u hide your fear itu????
• tv~cdS...
• n nak tau spm result....haha...yg nie of kozla.....
• my 'college' will be?-not so important[maybe]....since i'm studying local.....but the vital is,the crucial is,the significant is........i'm going to work harder.....to do my best in everything i do.......mostly [study].....to gain the highest pointer 4 myself...
• some more?......dahla 2....can't be byk sgt planning,rite?...it's enough......pray to God that i can do these....wif the STRONG AZAM!!......yeah!
  

hEpi nEw yeAr!

bye2 2008..may iT had be gone thru wif my BesT...

1. SPM.....fuh!at last, i had done it....at least,i cud say,i'm the 1 that had written the answer of the SPM's paperz.......BM,BI,SEJ,MT,..ADMATH[my war]..chemistry,PAI,BIO,PHY, & EST...I do sacrifice all the things but single2 things tue ader la jgak.....yeah,for a little bit fun...a student dat had felt the heart's beat when stepping into the hall...uuhuuuu....i can still remember how my hand felt cold b4 o the eve of the day...haha!n that night i sat on the my class's floor to study the bm's things..^^
2. ADMATH.....wuuuuu.....it had been my real WAR!!!
   
3. FIVERZ~waa...........bez r jdi fivers........at first,xnak pom but upa2 nya....BEST!!....it's not bout ragging.....bt it's bout.....we're the most seniors n ntahla....xtau nk describe camaner...=)
4. PREFECT....Bobo was so down which he really need or support after being selected as our headboy.....sounds funny,rite?...but that's Bobo...
   
5. 5 ALPHA....it's a miracle....after 4 years bein a deltarian. i will be called alpharian....erm..it's not that differ alpha n otherz class....instead,we'd bein so noisy!....pointed it to mat luq....haha!...even our spm approached,we accepted many complaints from others class...haha!
   
6. RAZAK[THIRD]....i'm proud of it...we're the batch that 'change the faith"....for years it had been fouth for RAZAK's result in KOT...we can't stop from our tears falling when it's announced!...haha...
7. PUTRAJAYA....it's a suprise....sweet suprise.....for two days[rasa'y la]....we got the newz that all pfex, a few selected prs n bpi leh g sana....4 free!sbb'y nak dgr perutusan kat sana...wah!un4gettable memory=)
   
8. ALFATIHAH TO ATEN ....i could not believe my ears when cerah told me that aten and her parents,her sist had passed away after being involved in their car accident.....moreover,that was the exact time we had became closer...but at least,i had the chance to know her better......to know a noble person like her..
9. MEGA-PROBLEM....this was the test 4 me to know who is my true frenz.....i started to hate some people,learn how to ignore sumbody,learn how to console my own self when there's no 1 to believe me....started to realize who's beside me when all the rumours had spread...know how people judge me....overall, i can say that the 1 that has bein my bez fren thru the years,'betrayed' me....n be my enemy...it's hard to focus on my study on the darkness n evil time....
10. 0307 GRADUATION DAY & PRINCIPAL'S RETIREMENT DAY.....erm,it had bein a grand day!=).....[wif aten was still beside]...
    
11. CHESS COMPETITION~PHY_QUIZ~CHEMISTRY_QUIZ~HEALTH_QUIZ n otherz...
    
12. ADIK BIM....erm,i know that i'm not a gud sister at all...
13. THE END OF 1 FRIENDSHIP....it's unexpected that it would end that way....that he would end this...ok,let by gone be by gone...
14. MARRIAGE OF GHELIE N KAK ANIS.....well,Juha...we'd became a family n at last i have my own sist in law....
15. 0408-....bye2 school....it's in blink of an eye of five yearz i'd spent here...now.i'm gonna leave it 4eva....i became half~[so sad n hepi]but once a farisian,always a farisian!=)
16. ENGINEERING~no!....so,i wasn't going to utp interview...wel,the result had came out....bez nya dpt blaja awal2....congrate to all kay...luq,syeme,darus,sumy,yana n others....
17. MUTO N CAR'S license.......tkutla nk naek muto....but keta...xcited!...erm....it's quite a long procez to get it.....n quite a hard 1 for muto.....wuargh!..i can't imagine if i will topple from it...! wuargh!
18. i'd m8 THE CHOICE....
    
19. MY 2008 DIARY?.....wah!every pages were full=)....
    

..missioN accomplisH..

Mission accomplish!that aWesOmE story!haha....i can't stop myself to stick my eyes on the tv screen.....till they themselves knew they're in pain,avoiding from straying their path away...
yeah...the path....the straight path to the heroic characters who had their adventure at Rohan,Gondor,Mount of dOOm,Minas Tirith,Rivendell,the white city n of course the Shire....=)
err...so,wat i gonna do now?....(^^)..............
once again join their adventure?but maybe this time thru another way....
erm!i mean.thru books.......those 3 books...
the fellowship of the ring...
the 2 towers.....
the return of the king....
who's the king?
of kozla that hencem aragorn...haha!

i thinkla kan...me juz realized...tp xtaula...
do i like[it's general,okay!]...sum1 sbb style of walkg ke ek?
haha!absurd sket...
my oath?
i'm trying to fulfill THEM..
well,nyn,cud u stay apart of it,don't think of it..
for a few week?.....plis.....i know u can do it...
my strength wud be stolen away if i don't believe in myself...
put ur thinking cap n think!
i can't get sumtin wat i seek now....
or,u'l suffer urself la....
6 years ahead,ur oceans will have all sorts of waves...
ni simple jerk.....u can manage it,rite?
nper rsa cam borink plik,eyh.....aduss....even x smpai 2 months agi....
lau 3 months more?
papepom,use ur time wisely kay....
u'll nva find this long holiday 6t....
maybe,it's once in a life time....
nyn,think positive!
be hepi=)

daT greEn boOk

PLKN..there they went.....juz now i realized dat me nak pegi jgak!!!....rsa cam rugi plik jerk x dapat....but xpelah,all things happen hve their own reason,kan?...
i juz thinkin.....suda dptkah dye dat green book...dye so xcited[me pom]....
to get it....had he got wat he want?.......[no answer]......
i'm afraid dat the ans wud be NO..=(...
but it's okay anyway....erm.....
wud my tomorroW gonna be too irritated without sumtin dat i need it....
this time,i want the answer to be NO...[ameen]..
i shud care not to these thing at all=)
haha!
cuma now ni,i juz want to finish those 3 films[the lord of the ring]
waa.......skrg baru tau yG cter 2...BEYOND WORD=)..
bez sgt!!
n
ONE MORE THING.....
actually...
sum1 kept popping out my mind recently....
ntah r..rsa tingat plik..
he's my old fren....
old fren that i can say~my friendship between i & him wasn't there anymore....
it had last a few month ago....which
i did't want it to end this way.....
however,the thing that he knew,indeed,he should know that....
i juz did't get it yg he's so affected...ReaLLy,i shud say...
sdey sgt..............
hope that dye idup bhagia skrg ni....[ameen]....
n willing to remember me although he had got me
~DELETED~

dreAm agaiN

my parents n lehang went to Billion td,4 lehang's shoes...yeah,he's gonna start his schooldays 4 a few days lg.....katne?surely,not sbp.....relevant ha'y skunk...hehe...hopefully....so me kna tggalla ni.....why i wasn't following?.erm...erm...reason dye maybe....maybe xnak my mom waited la kot but surely,of cozla wif this laptop.....haha!....

i've no vaguest idea at all....just waitin 4 da call from my sir....4 da bengkel la....aduyai...lmbat'y....nak blaja keta nih!..=)..when da mud at da top,xde klazla plop...add pic pom,cam xde batery.......haha!

since i'm listening to AOUKU's song....song of DREAM AGAIN's movie,i'm missing this cd....my bro's fren lent it atceli....msa my schooldays agie!tpi,smpi skunk xleh agie....huk3...

SHUNSUKE OGI~shun chan

rate dye?me bagi penoh!onezly la....xpnah jmper a story y blei wat me nangis continuously....uuhuu...sedey sgt3......so,hajat'y lpas spm ni nk nangis puas2 la kan....wif dat vcd....tpi....xdela lak....

cter dye gni......dye ni pemain besbol y femes gler r...........pah2,dye da nak kawin da......tp,willing to cancel his wedding too semata2 coz dye nak focuz on his besbol....ade lar 1 competition ni y penting gler bgi dye.....he must do well in dat competition tue.....but,bad luck has strucked.....he passed away b4 dat competition ni.....tpi,upa2'y the angel tue salah mbik nyawa....haha!....blei lagi wat lucu cter nih....so,dye pom merayu lar kat angel ni.....angel ni pom da wat mistake pn bagilar....tpi not in his body yg semat tue la.....haha!but in another man body yg own a big company,a daughter y not rily good.....so,dmi his dream tue,he willing toO.....even wif his new life........n he has 2 adapt wif dat.....below is his kaPel....it's her....satsuki...

in short word,her life nie cam nothing da when shunsuke ogi da passed away....kebetulan plak,dye ni keje ng asahina ,new body of Ogi.......Satsuki ni quite benci kat asahina....y Ogi ni plak,xblei oyak yg dye still hdup agi....lau x,his body tue akan dissappeared.....but,Satsuki rapat ngan anak Asahina tue....last2,dye tau jgak tue shun chan dye....however,not much time left 4 him to be at da world...sbb'y dye da korbankan life dye kat his daughter y ad skit jantung....becoz of his sacrifices tue,the angel tu ubah his faith....kirer noble act la dye da wat...huhu!n so,dye x mati!n wedding dye tu somehow,d'truskan n his attitude pn becomes better....=)...overall,its plot is tremendously second to none la.....4 sure akan nangis!!!believe me!!haha....this story,4 me...it's all about FAMILY,love,SACRIFICES,our own DREAM,ngan others dream......BEST!!

tapi,y x best'y.....mna dat cd???huhu!